I have yet to firgure out why 
i'm gettin treated like this.

when all i do is try to hold our 
relationship together.

so, if you love me and
want to be with me then
why make it seem like 
you dont and you want
our relationship to end?

after everything we've been 
through all ready.

dont get me wrong im not 
tryin to tell you i want it to
be over. but if it ( Read more... )

i can't wait for 2 weeks from now...
i get the house to myself for the whole weeknd...

my parents are goin to the race at talladega... :]
well i hafta babysit my baby brothers but thats ok....

i hope we can have a small party....
with the some coolest people ever...

i hope it'll be as much fun as i'm thinkin it will be 

Baby i miss you!!!
I'll see you soon....
but not soon enough!!!

I will keep my promise....
I'll try to make it seem like I'm really happy 
when i see you like i do everyone else!!!

So, i'm sorry and 
i love you more then anyone else...

so...
 I'm really glad about the summer....
one of my best friends are coming to see me...
we're gonna have so much fun...
we're gonna get fucked up and die...
lol!!! j/k!! 
i hope she like it here...
Steph i love you girl...

So, this summer is gonna fuckin rock...
I wish my best friend/lover would be able to come...
but she can't...
so, i'm going to see her ( Read more... )

so, i've been doin nothing but cryin all day...
i'm uber sad because i really wanna go to 
flordia for spring break and im not aloud to.
because they're sacred that somethin might happen to me
or that my mom will find out and not let me come back.
it sucks...im really sad...

I'm pissed because i might not get to see my best
friend when she comes to Georgia...
i haven't  seen her in a month...
it sucks ass... i hope to see her over
the summer though... i'm very sad and pissed...

busy today cleanin...
whoo-hoo...

i am in so much pain...
i hate it...

sunday, Feb. 4th...
was the saddest day of my life....
i had to leave the people that i love the most...
to move to georgia...

But it was the best thing for
me in my life right now...
we'll make it through it...