I'm not really sure when the last time I updated this journal, but since the last time I did a lot of weird shit has happened. For one about two or three weeks ago, Tesslyn and I got back together after about ten months of being broke up. Wish I could tell everyone that it's been all champagin and rose, but it's not as everyone knows, because ( Read more... )

I'm at my dads house right now, and compared to Cali at the moment the weather is a lot better here than it is there. I have a really bad cold right now, but I have a good idea where I got it :-p. I'll update more later, but just wanted to say that things are going well.

I'm leaving on Monday to visit my dad in Ohio. Anyway... There isnt much to say. I'm at a party and not really in to great of a mood.

WoW... It didnt dawn on me that it's been over a month since I've updated this journal. Anyway, this probably isnt the best day to do so, so I will some other time. I'm just gonna spend this time, probably sleeping. Not in the best of moods and it has a lot to do with a certain someone, who I've just about givin up on. That's all for now.LATER

I went to the Celtic Fair yesterday, and before I left I asked babybear if she wanted me to get her anything. She asked me to get her a pretty necklace, so I bought her a tinkerbell necklace. After I got back to Karly's I got my stuff together and went to babybear's. I was originally going to go over there just to give her a picture, but she ( Read more... )

Out of the past 6 months or so I've learned that my ways caused other issues that ended mine and babybears relationship. Me being myself pretty much caused that. I'm pretty much care free and when I joke around I probably go overboard way more often than I should. And I know it still happens cause it did last night. My flirty ways and my joking ( Read more... )

Not much to say... So I guess this is my update...LoL... Have a good evening.

POWER TO THE COLORFUL PEOPLE!!!

Now more than ever do I know who is and who isnt right for me. I'm not going to go into any details on how I figured all of this out, but I'm starting to realize that no matter what my feelings for this one special person are for real. With all this I cant help but miss every little thing about our relationship. I miss knowing that I have ( Read more... )

On Saturday is PRIDE and a few friends and I are wanting to go. So we're all driving up to the Bart station and going in on there. But, when I get back it's probably not gonna be the greatest home coming when I get back, but what else is new. This whole situation pisses me off. Theres nothing like feeling as if you're trying to be controlled ( Read more... )

I doubt I'll be updating this very often. As much as I want things to get better they arent. I take that back. They are, but we let things get so bad that whenever we fix one thing another thing needs to be fixed. Well that's our fault. And my efforts dont even seem to be noticable. :( I dont even know what to do. I dont want to give up, but ( Read more... )