I cannot believe how incredibly good I feel. I thought I would be filled with sorrow over the loss of this friendship that has lasted longer than half my life, but I'm not! I feel like a tremendous weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I had talked to a few people for several months now about the decision I had to make. I want to thank those ( Read more... )

Okay so I woke up still ticked off. I got out and walked two miles, then came home and played a few games on the puter. Then I cleaned the animal cages and vacuumed the whole house. Afterward, I cleaned the bathroom and made my bed. I did more by 8 am than most people do all day. My house is clean (except for my office and my fridge) and I ( Read more... )

How would you feel if your husband and your best friend, both of whom you THOUGHT cared about you and your feelings and your thoughts, completely disregarded you and the way you feel and planned to do something that would be semi time consuming (when both of them complain that they don't have enough time to do things as it is)and monetary consuming ( Read more... )

No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.

No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.

And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.

I was rummaging through a friends page of their favorite quotes and I came across this one.

"You shouldn't seek happiness through things that other people have control over. Otherwise you end up being enslaved to them."Epictetus, A Greek Slave

What a great quote!

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! The peace and quiet! It has now been two weeks of no one in the house but me. How am I handling it? Quite well, I think. There are times when I start missing everyone really really badly, but I am doing great. Have gotten some writing done and am planning to devote a couple of hours to it today as well. I had ( Read more... )

"I vant to be alone"

WHAT PART OF THIS PHRASE IS UNCOMPREHENSIBLE TO PEOPLE?

As seen in iamnight's journal ( Read more... )

As I sit here this morning, working on the piece that I am writing, I am having flashbacks. In all actuality, I haven't started writing the piece but have been doing all the pre-writing outlines and goals and such. I structured my outline month by month in my year or horror and the things that I had forgotten about are all creeping into my brain ( Read more... )

Well, I got back from the airport a bit ago. Got Lkay checked in and sat and visited a bit, then I went on my merry way. Four visits to the airport in 3 weeks...and I didn't even go anywhere! Hee hee. We had a nice visit and of course it was good to see her here. I will admit though, I was more than a little anxious to start my alone time ( Read more... )