the world has turned...

[lizblizz]

I did a lot of thinking today. Not by choice, more by my brain absolutely forcing me to spend every moment thinking. Replaying. I've gone a full range of emotions, from being upset, to being frustrated, to being confused, to finally ending here, defeated but ready to look elsewhere. I'm not willing to completely give up hope, but it has definitely

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[cymri4]

liz I love you so much. I have been feeling so similar to you lately. Sometimes you feel kind of like a spectator on your own life right? Like you're watching it from the outside and not feeling or experiencing what's actually happening to you. And then you scream or something and try to get ANYthing to happen to you.

I don't know if that's how you're feeling, but it's the sense I get from your writing.

[lizblizz]

I love you too Shylie =) Can't wait for Shyliz time soooooon!

I think Epcot will do both of us a lot of good. If not for the large amount of fun we'll have being kids, it will do us good to be around each other!!

It's something like that, yeah. I think that's a good way of putting it.

*hugs*

Trying not to get hurt....

[killerbcrazy]

You might as well give up on not getting hurt. I mean, I keep trying and then you regret that you didn't go for it, and it's really not any better than going for it and getting rejected. If every relationship worked out, we'd all only date one person, right?

Re: Trying not to get hurt....

[lizblizz]

*laughs* Sometimes I think the fear of rejection is far worse than the feeling of regret, sometimes I think it's the other way around.

Why is this stuff so tough? lol.

[katalibria]

ah yes...the wonder of music...it definitely helps at times like those

[lizblizz]

Yesssss! So much.