i wonder why im alone. I'm cruel. I messed up this amazing guy, because Im confused. I dont know how to deal with someone who likes me. Well .. him, i could handle him. I went to him thinking one bad thing and it came true. I liked him because I should've. When you have someone staring at you like your amazing and they wonder what you're going to ( Read more... )

Wow, I havent been on this thing in soo long. The only reason why im updating this thing is because Im bored out of my freaking mind ( Read more... )

i feel liek everyone else is finding relationships. And im just stuck in the same place, running in circles. I hate this. I just want a boy, a tubby one. I know that sounds so bad, but I do ( Read more... )

i feel so helpless right now. And i dont care who knows. I hate how someone can change me. A few weeks ago i was all YES. I LOVE HOW IM DEALING WITH STUFF. And now Im hating the world. I dont want to hate the world. Im just mad that Im waiting for the answers that NO ONE is giving me ( Read more... )

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Prom was amazingly AWESOME. I still reek of awesome from it. Man was it fun. It consisted of LAUGHING, DANCING, breaking a glass cup, DANCING, smiling, LAUGHING, joking, eating, and yea. I was so nervous and excited. Dean came to the house all spiffed out and we went to janelle's house for the limo! The Limo ride was so fun. Since dean and I were ( Read more... )

so today is the day of prom.wicked excited.

Dismissed at 11:15
Went to hair salon. Looking pretty sexah right now.
Picked up the boutenierre.
Came home. Computer.
Bagel. NO CREAM CHEESE LEFT. WTF.
Cut my ankle shaving. And its been bleeding for the past 10minutes. That cant be THAT good.

Sitting here waiting anxiously to put on my dress and

By this time next friday.. ill be so getting ready for prom!

Guess who's wicked wicked wicked excited?

And i dont know what else to say at this time, im just all PROM YAY mood.

These days I feel pretty nice. prom = party = WOO = April 7th. I am so wicked excited about it ( Read more... )

You know what I hate ( Read more... )