havnt written in here in forever ( Read more... )

massivly gay at my house still. but i'm ignoring it. i'm on the computer for a "project"...yea... surrrre ( Read more... )

today sucked ass, it was massivly gay, just so much shit is piling up on me right now.. i cant take it ( Read more... )

okay, well.. c-ville wasnt too bad. got shitfaced new years. lotsa fun ( Read more... )

well.. sadly i believe i'm going to charolettesville tomorrow with my parents.. i fucking hate it. i dont wanna go.. i havnt found a place to stay at for the weekend. :sighs: i guess i can try n make the best of it. moonshine (and other alcohol), bonfires, fireworks, 4-wheelers, and beautiful sites for me take some lovely pictures. and i've got ( Read more... )

i chilled with ryan it was all good n fun ( Read more... )

i believe i had anxiety and panic attacks (again for the first time in a long while) last night.. i was breaking down hardcore.. inside and out. i had racing thoughts of: grusome ways of self-mutilation, different crazy ways of murdering people (without getting caught), loosing people, dying of unknwon internal diseases, an apocolypse, all the ( Read more... )

my day was awesome. i chilled with tom, watched a movie, and some tv. i had a great time. i got what i wanted haha its been stated that we make each other feel important and special. but yea ( Read more... )

i hate my family with a firey burning passion. many reasons behind that statement. but i'm not going into detail ( Read more... )

not bad. not bad at all ( Read more... )