Oh, where to begin. Let me see... When Ted was locked up in Oshkosh Correctional, he came across someone he knew (someone I knew of, but never met) and they started talking, and this guy didn't have anyone to write to, or never received any letters from anyone, so Ted asked me if I would write to him once in a while. So I did. We wrote casually, ( Read more... )

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Yes, I know, it's been a while. As far what's been going on. Well, I had my baby (Hunter) on February 14, he's absolutely precious, and he just turned 4 months old a few days ago. He's such a good baby, and is now finally sleeping through the night. SOMEBODY should have warned me what breastfeeding does to your boobies! Damn, my boobs now belong ( Read more... )

Only 2 more days to go until I have my baby boy! I'm excited, nervous and pretty much feeling lots of feelings right now about it. I'm nervous about the c-section, since it is of course a major surgery, and I have had it before, but still. I'm excited because I can't wait to see him and hold him. I'm crushed that Ted won't be able to be here ( Read more... )

Yes, here I go again, moving back to Minnesota for the umpteeth time now. This time I'm moving out of my friend's house, storing some of my shit at some other friend's homes, and staying with Ted's mom and brother up until the baby is born (he'll be here definately on Feb. 14) and then I'm going to go to MN to live, again. Fun fun fun, let me ( Read more... )

On Friday Paige and I will be heading back to Wisconsin, for a week. We're going to spend Christmas with friends, and Ted's Mom and brother. This Christmas is going to be a hard one, especially without Ted. I'm not really in the mood at all for it, but seeing the look on Paige's face when she sees a christmas tree lit up, presents, or Santa at ( Read more... )

Okey dokey, well it's been a while since I've updated in here, partly because where I live now doesn't have the internet, and since I'm at my parents in Minnesota right now for another week, I thought I'd update ( Read more... )

Figuring I could fall asleep last night because I took a sudafed, I instead ended up tossing and turning all night, and just reliving the day's events in my head. Sleeping alone after all this time is so hard. I'm so used to Ted sleeping up against my back, and at least feel the bed move through the duration of the night, but the bed was so cold ( Read more... )

For any of you out there that ever read my journal anymore, which is probably very few since most of my 'online' friends are not on the computer hardly at all anymore if EVER, I thought I'd update anyway ( Read more... )