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Once again, I fall back to my journal. My thoughts puzzle me endlessly. Perhaps if I start charging them for being in my head, I'd be a millionaire.
I am as confused as I have ever been. So many questions, puzzles, and whys. Why do we fall in love? Does love exist? Is love merely what we call this feeling, but this feeling isn't real. It's just ( Read more... ) -
Evolution and Religion and History
Truth is defined as a provable perception. Or at the very least, we tend to associate provable perception as truth. When we perceive the stars and see that the earth revolves around the sun, we conclude, based on this perception, that the earth revolves around the sun. But are all provable perception truth? Can perception be a deception ( Read more... ) -
memories
For damned reason I looked at my ex-girlfriend's facebook today ( Read more... ) -
Possession vs. Desire
We can never have what we want. In my life, as I now reflect, I obtained fewer than 10% of my desires.
It's funny how when we put so much, so much hope into something, when we are so convinced that something is true, is real, or will happen, and then it doesn't. What you thought is the world was never there.
You are alone.
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Confusion
I am recently confused. Is it possible for one to believe something so much that one cannot accept the opposite, which in this case, the truth ( Read more... ) -
Enlightenment
Enlightenment.
I realize why God has prevented us from controlling our fate, because when we do, we disappoint ourselves with unsatisfying futures.
Take, for example, a cell phone text. If you send out an text and expect one in return, you're likely to check your phone every now and then and feel disappointed at the silence of your text. You would ( Read more... ) -
reflection
I realize that if a friendship can be destroyed by merely a missing text, then what weakness this friendship possesses! Go slow. Step by step ( Read more... ) -
Just You Know Why
Why you and I ( Read more... ) -
Social Status
As part of my AP Psychology summer school requirements, I was to participate in a survey. The survey asked of our opinions about social status and birth, namely that "Does being born in a high social status makes you a high class member? Is this person likely to be generous or mean? Selfish or selfless? Moral or lustful." I found myself writing ( Read more... ) -
Breaking Rules - the Road
15 minutes, that's all. It's a weekday; it is a sin to go beyond 15; I went beyond 15; I feel sinful.
I feel happy.
Men always need to rest. I took my break.
We mentioned the question. "Ni jue de xin fu zai na li?"
She said, "Zai lu shang." ... "perhaps on your road."
I remarked, "I don't even know what road I am on."
Which, I have now figured out, isn't ( Read more... )