I feel useless right now, i feel that i am just not needed and getting in everyone's way. So maybe a step back will do the trick? We will see what happens then.

So it's the first day back to school! It's going to be a crazy semester between three seven week classes and getting everything finished for the wedding! Anyways, it should prove to be good like the last semester!
Oh and I love you so much Jason....You are awesome!

It seems everyone is out there trying to lose weight. And here i am, trying to get back down to a comfortable size for myself but everything is fighting against it. Between the hormones from the birth control that are making me gain weight and the migraines i get from not eating a meal so i feel hopeless. I wanted to look good for my wedding but it ( Read more... )

I feel like i am going on a roller coaster ride. My emotions are flying in every direction. Feeling thrown back as the fifth wheel, like i am just there to do the work. I feel it's time for bed soon and in the morning, i will just be quiet to everyone. Just keep to myself for the day maybe even too, it might be a better day then. If you can't ( Read more... )

Don't bother looking, it's not the prettiest sight to see.

Maybe you don't understand....my heart has been broken, almost farther than repair. My tears have been cried almost to the point my tear ducks are dry. I can't explain it to you, maybe you should tell me....what went wrong or maybe where?

Have you ever felt so betrayed you could just cry ( Read more... )

I could never love anyone the way I love you! You are the stars in my sky, the moon shining bright! You are my everything! I love you so very much jason! 7 months, 11 days, 15 hours, 29 mins, and 36 seconds!

Some days you just feel like giving up, tonight is one of those nights.

Well it's going to be one of those weeks...too much stuff to do and not nearly enough time to start it. I have two large papers due this week, an exam and several other things to get done. Thank goodness for friday, i have to work all day but after i work i don't have to be anywhere til sunday morning. So this week if i seem a bit stressed, perhaps ( Read more... )