I had a super great night tonight! Thanks Jay!!! I am super wonderful! (let's hope this stays for tomorrow)

Have you ever had trusted someone or eve looked up to someone then found out something extremely bad? The more i find out the more i wish i didn't know!

Some days I wonder....yes i really wonder!

Do you ever feel useless?
Do you ever feel pushed away?
Do you ever want to just sit and cry?
Do you ever want to just let it all go?

So it is now 12:19 am on saturday and i have had two drinks and feeling rather trashed....yes already! I am drinking beer and vodka with cranberry juice! to everyone out there, the drink that makes you drunk first. i leaving all brooke's frieds funny as hell message cause i am feeling so wonderfully amazingly good. I have decided that this isn't so ( Read more... )

So the baby shower today was fun, shopping with brooke was fun! I spent two hours in the mall with brooke looking for something cute with a little sexual appeal to spice things up a little tonight! Well there is nothing spice going to be happening here tonight, that was all blown, mood totally destroyed and not really caring if it comes back ( Read more... )

Getting a touch of depression and loneliness...maybe it'll just randomly disappear!

So tonight was really slow at work. So while i was sitting there, doing absolutely nothing i began to think ( Read more... )

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So our topic in sunday school this morning was fear. Hearing what little kindergartener's fear is quite cute, i fear the thunder cause it's so loud, i fear spiders cause they just look icky. So it got me thinking all day today, What do i fear the most? I fear being cheated on by my significant other the most, cheating in any way ( Read more... )