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littlenonblonde

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Sep 27, 2008 13:50

1. how can everyone else be so satisfied with school when i'm daily plotting my escape?
2. how did i get stuck here?
3. what's going to happen?
4. why do i only come back to livejournal when i'm feeling so low? poor lj.

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its_a_canon September 27 2008, 21:09:27 UTC

Awww? Why don't you like it?

littlenonblonde October 5 2008, 02:44:39 UTC

i think it has to do with the fact that i'm not socially awkward (although looking at the state of my saturday nights you'd certainly think so), a hippie, or a complete burnout. which makes it hard to fit in and/or find friends. it's not all bad, and i do have one really completely amazing friend, but it just hasn't been very easy.

bleh. i know i'll be fine.

how are you? what have you been up to? did you end up having a nice birthday (i know that was a month ago, but still)?

smellychick September 28 2008, 00:04:57 UTC

im asking myself the xact same questions. i thought new college would rule though! whats up?

littlenonblonde October 5 2008, 02:41:49 UTC

ummm....
it's the meeting people part. i guess i know lots of kids, but they just...aren't necessarily people that i can feasibly see myself being friends with. plus certain roommate troubles. plus i'm far away from all the people that i care about. plus i STILL want to be in new york, no matter how much i try to convince myself that i'm over that.

there are good days and bad days, of course. i wrote that on a particularly bad day.

but how are you? are you doing alright? i know you don't love it but is it liveable? what's been happening? doesn't this make you think back to all the 3rd-hour discussions during that hellish application/waiting/finding-out period (i.e. senior year)? i hope you're alright, and that you're finding some good things, too.

teenagevogue September 29 2008, 16:55:57 UTC

I miss you!

littlenonblonde October 5 2008, 02:36:50 UTC

oh, man- it's been so long!
how are you?
what are you up to?

teenagevogue October 6 2008, 17:49:24 UTC

Hey! It has been forever! I am still at FAU and living in an apartment in Deerfield, and I work at Smokey Bones. I am pretty happy but very very busy. What's up with you? Let me know next time you're in town and we will hang out!
xoxo