i really tried to deal with it today
tried to forget
tried to ignore
tried to put it all behind me
but if im honest with myself this is really starting to piss me off!

i decided today that i should trust god
its taken me long enough!?

p.s i finished my HSC!!!!!!

i could listen to switchfoot all day long *sigh*

id do the HSc all over again just because everyone gives you presents!!!
actually thats such a lie! hah
but presents are so fun!!!

sometimes god surprises me alot
and thismorning when i woke up was another example of that

that text msg
wow
what prompted the change of mind?

i ate my first actual meal last night for dinner
its suprising how accomplished i felt afterwards
how sad

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so this is how its gonna be?
seething with awkwardness?

so what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
i never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

may angels lead you in.
hear you me my friends.

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