my mistake

[littlebigbob]

I made the biggest mistake of my life recently and I do not know what to do about it. I lost and hurt someone that I love with all of my heart. I never thought I would say that I regret anything, but I regret everything I did that ended up in loosing her. I recently got a car and all it does is remind me of her. I can not believe I turned my

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[sterlingrose]

I can honestly say that I feel even more sad than before and a little confused. I'm also a little upset that this is ending up the way it is. I was getting ready to go through the break-up phase and move on eventually. These things are tough but they happen. Part of me feels like saying "I told you so." But you know what, you broke up with me for the right reasons so I've done a good job of not being angry at you

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[littlebigbob]

I didi not break up with you for the right reasons at all. we will talk about that more later. And you have always light up my life, I wish you could realize the ammount of times I would sit somewhere and wish you were with me. Even when we were fighting I just wanted to hold to and go shopping with you and eat at renicance. I wanted to have conversations about things that are important to you. I have always been crazy aobut you, my pride was just holding me back from saying it. How could you say that any man deserves less than you? You are everything to me, I wish you could see that. The serious relationship thing for me was just a cover up to keep me away from facing something that I truly needed to, my pride. I loved how we were before that two weeks and I can tell you exactly where we went wrong and that is all my fault. How could I ever just hang out with you as a friend without wanted to be with you again??? Why would you purposley make a decision so that later you can go back and regret it??? Dont ever think that