Does anyone else feel like shit if they're not in a relationship? I do. And the problem is, I don't think I'm ever going to want to be with anyone except him, and he doesn't want to be with me. Ever. Oh, unless I do a complete 180. His words. So I'm going to feel like shit for a verrrrrrrrrryyyy loooooooooooooooooooooooooong time. Awesome. I hate ( Read more... )

I guess shit happens.

"It takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has, but it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all."

Same one from yesterday I know. It's such a perfect quote, though.
I'm just in a quoting mood. There's so many songs that you can listen to when you've been dumped. GOD I HATE THIS.

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I should have known something was wrong. Nothing can ever be that perfect for me. Emo update guys. Nothing can ever just be GREAT or even GOOD in my life. At least one part of my life has to suck at all times. Let me just tell you how amazing it is. Can't I just sleep for the next few months? That would be cool. EDkwenhfp"nrodfuawhfnopweac[WFGUJEP ( Read more... )

I'm happy :) I have a job! And my life is pretty good right now which is not normal... but yeah. I just hope something bad doesn't happen. The only thing I can think that would happen is I won't be able to get the days off when we're supposed to go to Pittsburgh. Or that I'm pregnant; but thats a long shot I think. Cool. Later!
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I hate to only update when I'm in a bad mood. But FUCK IT ALL.
Goodnight. :)

I got out of my house! I had some cigarettes, and just like I predicted, I'm fine now. I'm going to have NOTHING to do on Thursday though. My Mom's working and everyone else is going to be eating Thanksgiving dinner. We're having Thanskgiving at our house on Friday. And then Saturday through Tuesday I'll be at my Dad's hanging out. And by the time ( Read more... )

who am I kidding? I feel like I'm made of glass. all it takes is one little tap and it all breaks. does that make sense? will this ever stop? I hate how much I hate. ugh. FUCKING EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get out of my house.
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I feel useless. My mom asked if I was angry about having to get a job. I don't know if I am. I'm angry that it's all I hear about, EVER. And sometimes I feel depressed, but I guess I'm just anxious about it. And she said something like "If you're refusing to get a job then some things are going to change around here". Probably meaning that if I don ( Read more... )

I think I actually might fall asleep before 8 am. It's a miracle. :)

( this is silly )