i miss how things used to be. this summer was amazing, and things will NEVER be the same.

i know i should stop missing because it will never come back and there's nothing i can do about. but it's hard to when you're reminded of it every day.

if you say something,  MEAN it.

if you say something, and say you mean it, FOLLOW through with it.

i'm done with this bull.

i am soo confused right now. i feel disconneted from everyone. and everything. nothing makes sense to me anymore. i think i'm having mood swings, only they aren't really mood swings, it's like total thought/feeling/emotion swings. like eveything in my mind changes when it feels like it ( Read more... )

i understand. i know now why. thank you for pointing it out to me.
i hate you for it, but thank you.

this weekend was good. until i lost my phone.

but other than that it was alot of fun.

goodbye. :) <3

Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.

I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.

Got this way ( Read more... )

wow. so i was looking through my old scrapbooks, and everyone has change SOO much. it's crazy, not just their looks, but you can tell by their personalities too ( Read more... )

It's funny how FAST things can change. i took a LONG bath today and i was listening to the radio. well a song came on that made me think about how things used to be. i know i can't go back and change things right now. but that doesn't mean i dont want to ( Read more... )

"Never leave the ones you love for the ones you like, because the ones you like will leave you for the ones they love."

and just to emphasize this from the last entry, since nothing else was really important..

lies don't make friends.

friday~ the football game was a blast. even though we lost :(.

saturday~hair done. hated it. came home and redid it. got dressed. pictures at memorial park. dinner at mongolian barbeque.

highlight of my night~

in the car coming back from dinner, we were listen to 102.5 and they had a thing where if you were the 10th caller, you would win a Ryan ( Read more... )