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i am soo confused right now. i feel disconneted from everyone. and everything. nothing makes sense to me anymore. i think i'm having mood swings, only they aren't really mood swings, it's like total thought/feeling/emotion swings. like eveything in my mind changes when it feels like it.
nothing is constant anymore. the happy feelings don't last long like they used to. i can't be happy anymore, unless i try to be, and that is 'real' happy.
so much stuff is going on in my life right now, that i haven't told anyone, and i can't talk about to anyone. i wish i could write it all in here, w/out eveyone seeing it. i feel confused, and that noone understands me.
i just wish things could go back to how they used to be. and i know wishes don't come true, so i might as well stop trying to make them come true. which means i'm done, it's over.
i just need to sort everything out right now. and become 'real' happy again.
♥
nothing is constant anymore. the happy feelings don't last long like they used to. i can't be happy anymore, unless i try to be, and that is 'real' happy.
so much stuff is going on in my life right now, that i haven't told anyone, and i can't talk about to anyone. i wish i could write it all in here, w/out eveyone seeing it. i feel confused, and that noone understands me.
i just wish things could go back to how they used to be. and i know wishes don't come true, so i might as well stop trying to make them come true. which means i'm done, it's over.
i just need to sort everything out right now. and become 'real' happy again.
♥