When he said he was scared of me, that really affected me. That is so fucked up and sad. Unless he said that in addition to what you said about feelings, that's not what he said - being scared OF YOU and of having feelings FOR YOU are different things. Fights or no fights, being close to anyone can be really scary. I think that's normal and not necessarily a reflection on either of you.
It's so weird that I can just like "~go for drinks~" now, it's still all new and shit and sometimes I forget IT'S ALLOWED, lol. Haha, I totally understand. I'm sure I'll be the same way when I turn 21. Someone will be like "Do you want to go out for drinks?" and I'll be like "Um, I can't....oh, wait! I can!" At the same time, even though it'll still be weird to adjust at first, the realization that I actually CAN go out and drink and have it be legal will probably feel really awesome.
That is SO. FUCKING. AWESOME. about diving through the window. Seriously. I know this is kind of ridiculous but one thing I hope to do in life is to crawl through a window, lmao.
Laying out on a roof making out, wrapped in a blanket, and watching a meteor shower. That. That is just....♥
I agree with iwant_sprinkles about that I think he's more scared of his feelings he has for you and the fighting rather than actually being scared of YOU.
I didn't leave pissed and wanting to dump him, I left optimistic and full of feeling for him.That almost made me cry, because
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That is a great memory to take with you. On a rooftop, making out under falling stars. Now THAT'S a memory.
Aw, that's good he opened up and felt comfortable enough to do so, though. That's a good thing even though it is hard for you both.
Aw, I hate hormones, seriously, they're nothing but trouble. LOL But at least he gave you a massage afterwards. That's SO NICE! And omg, peanut butter out of the jar and tivo, that's just awesome.
WHO IS HAMMER? I know Tree but not Hammer, fail! I am very glad you can just go for drinks whenever you want now! IT WAS ABOUT TIME. (as I will forever keep saying, 16 years old can just go for drinks over here, and you couldn't, and I couldn't when I was 20 and in your country breathing your air. WHAT THE FUCK WORLD?!)
"I wonder if there's a way to get on the roof."DID YOUR EYES GET REALLY BIG? MY EYES GOT REALLY BIG. I love him so much for 1. thinking of it 2. saying it out loud 3. FINDING A WAY UP THERE. I love spontaneous things like that so much
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It's nice to read about such a good time between you two. Hopefully you can both work on being more open and actually talk in depth about more things to avoid a lot of misunderstandings and fights in the future. ♥
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Unless he said that in addition to what you said about feelings, that's not what he said - being scared OF YOU and of having feelings FOR YOU are different things. Fights or no fights, being close to anyone can be really scary. I think that's normal and not necessarily a reflection on either of you.
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Haha, I totally understand. I'm sure I'll be the same way when I turn 21. Someone will be like "Do you want to go out for drinks?" and I'll be like "Um, I can't....oh, wait! I can!" At the same time, even though it'll still be weird to adjust at first, the realization that I actually CAN go out and drink and have it be legal will probably feel really awesome.
That is SO. FUCKING. AWESOME. about diving through the window. Seriously. I know this is kind of ridiculous but one thing I hope to do in life is to crawl through a window, lmao.
Laying out on a roof making out, wrapped in a blanket, and watching a meteor shower. That. That is just....♥
I agree with iwant_sprinkles about that I think he's more scared of his feelings he has for you and the fighting rather than actually being scared of YOU.
I didn't leave pissed and wanting to dump him, I left optimistic and full of feeling for him.That almost made me cry, because ( ... )
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That is a great memory to take with you. On a rooftop, making out under falling stars. Now THAT'S a memory.
Aw, that's good he opened up and felt comfortable enough to do so, though. That's a good thing even though it is hard for you both.
Aw, I hate hormones, seriously, they're nothing but trouble. LOL But at least he gave you a massage afterwards. That's SO NICE! And omg, peanut butter out of the jar and tivo, that's just awesome.
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WHO IS HAMMER? I know Tree but not Hammer, fail! I am very glad you can just go for drinks whenever you want now! IT WAS ABOUT TIME. (as I will forever keep saying, 16 years old can just go for drinks over here, and you couldn't, and I couldn't when I was 20 and in your country breathing your air. WHAT THE FUCK WORLD?!)
"I wonder if there's a way to get on the roof."DID YOUR EYES GET REALLY BIG? MY EYES GOT REALLY BIG. I love him so much for 1. thinking of it 2. saying it out loud 3. FINDING A WAY UP THERE. I love spontaneous things like that so much ( ... )
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