& so i'll run, but not too far

Jun 16, 2009 05:25

I made a voice post because our internet was down all fucking day but now it's up and I'd rather have an entry anyway, so ( Read more... )

rl - dining out, family - dad, family - mom, boy - the dj, star - ashley judd, movies, bitching, family - angela, family - all, star - sandra bullock

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iwant_sprinkles June 16 2009, 10:42:34 UTC
Lol @ the card.

And I definitely see similarities between you and your dad, even having met the guy once. You're a mix of them both, I think. You can see both of their influences in you in one way or another.

Even I am not surprised that not enough people turned up for Angela, dude. It sucks for her, but she needs to focus on better friends and take your advice. ALL "popular" people are backstabbing, selfish bitches, it's how you get to be "popular".

And I don't get why she'd even WANT to be in the living room with you guys, especially if you weren't even hanging out with her and she was just there. It's not too much to ask to have some space. Though lol, I cannot believe you got half naked in your living room.

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lissie_pissie June 16 2009, 12:36:44 UTC
I know. And then she expects me to feel bad for her and so does my mom and to me it's like, "this is why the phrase I TOLD YOU SO is so popular."

I know!! What the hell. And lol to be fair, everyone was asleep (i thought) and all the lights in the house were off, so it wasn't that bad.

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ashley_west June 16 2009, 13:29:48 UTC
Being a people pleaser myself, I know how hard it can be to STOP being like that. Not sure about your sister, but I am incredibly insecure. This does not mean that it justifies my being a please--it doesn't. In fact, I hate this part of my personality. Absolutely hate it. And I know how annoying it can be to others, which is why I shut myself in my room most days, for fear that I'll ruin things for other people. This might sound ridiculous to you, and I'm sure it is (heck, I think I'm ridiculous,) but knowing that this is bad for my psyche does not make it easier to stop caring what other people think of you. Again, I don't know your sister, so I can only speak for myself, but when you've spent most of your life being told you're not good enough, then you'll do almost ANYTHING for some form of acceptance. Sad, isn't it? Yeah, I think so, too. I want to NOT be like this, so bad. I think I'd be a much happier person if I could just say, screw it, if you don't like what I'm doing, GTFO, but then I'm too much of a coward (at ( ... )

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lesaubergines June 16 2009, 14:15:51 UTC
Ugh, Regina Georges are the worst.

133 people were invited? Wow... I don't even think I know that many people...

Lulz, your sister was cockblocking (vaginablocking? idek) you.

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nanda_wanna June 16 2009, 14:17:50 UTC
the card LOL.

"I almost woke my mother up to tell her how much I loved her." CUTE. I think I'm just commenting this entry because of this ♥

and the thing with your sister, ugh. that's what happens with people who gives attention to the ~Reginas~

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joyfulxheart June 16 2009, 15:49:24 UTC
Yay for getting $300! :)

Ugh your sister sounds like my cousin. I understand, I really do.

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