yesterday I got lost in the circus.

[lissie_pissie]

This was the hardest thing either of us has had to do. We tried not to sleep last night because we decided it was a waste of our time. We watched Craig Ferguson and I had to leave during it to go have emo!times in Tiff's bathroom. I fixed my face and went back in our room. I got on the bed and Gem said, "hey". And I wanted to cry again. We so did

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[a_celeste]

UGH. BB. LONG LOST LOVERS. WHAT I TELL YA. THIS IS SUPER SAD... I went through not seeing my friend Belle for 5 years without ever having hugged her goodbye. IT FUCKING KILLS.DUDE.WE WERE LIKE SISTERS. I truly wished you girls were attached to each other - physically. Maybe then it'd be a lot harder to separate you girls.

I hope your flight goes well, Alyssa!

That picture of you and Hell. Your face fucking kills me. I don't even want to think about Hell's face. Oh, man, are you guys thinking of maybe in the near future, when all things are financially well, to IDK LIVE TOGETHER, or at least live closer?

[de_throned]

D:

Friendships like this is really hard to find, trust me, I know. Just remember that you will ALWAYS get another chance to do it all again, and this physical separation won't make you guys any less of BFF's and it won't weaken your bond with each other.

Reading this post just reminds me how less of time I have left with my best friend as well. Although yes, we do have a whole year ahead of us, and we are indeed living together in the same apartment-- I dread the day where it all will seem to come to an end. I don't even want to think about it, but these things are inevitable. God has never been so cruel to us.

[iwant_sprinkles]

I had to leave during it to go have emo!times in Tiff's bathroom. I fixed my face and went back in our room. I got on the bed and Gem said, "hey". And I wanted to cry again.
What you said about seperation anxiety? I missed you then, when you left. Right now, there is no way to describe how much of that I have. But like you said, I think we've learned that we don't always need words.

I said, "No. I wish"
Me too.

We said so many beautiful things, too. I had them typed up but I don't know her thoughts on posting them for everyone to see.
You can post whatever you like, always. And I will never, ever forget your face as you left, either. How you reached out. Or how when you really said goodbye for the last time, we held on for as long as possible and you squeezed my hand.

She didn't know what the hell was going on but she didn't ask - she just put her computer aside and said, "oh oh" and got up to hug me again.Oh, God. Until I read this I hadn't even realised - it just didn't cross my mind. I was just so, so grateful to get that second

[ashley_west]

You made me want to cry reading that post. :( I can't believe how fast time went. It seemed like you were just making your super excited pre-departure post and now you're back, and they are...where they are. And I was nowhere near any of you, but this post almost made me believe I was standing on that platform, by that gate, seeing these past two weeks fly by in your hugs and tears. AND WHY THE HECK AM I GETTING SO SENTIMENTAL ABOUT THIS? I SHALL SHUT UP, NOW. ;)

*hugs you*

Welcome back, Liss. ♥

[xxxjennpennxxx]

I don't even know what to say to this. I have tears in my eyes just reading it and i don't even know any of you. I've never had to actually say goodbye to someone i love as much as you love these guys, but you've written about it so vividly and beautifully, and those two pictures say so much. I won't pretend to understand what you're going through, and i know nothing i say will make you feel any better, but just remember that you will see these guys again and you have so many happy memories with them (that probably hurts even more). Your unlimited08 community was such a brilliant idea, because now you have at least some of those memories written down, not that you'll ever forget them anyway.

It will get easier bb ♥ ♥ ♥