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someday
someday ill find it. cut the ties that bind my soul just out of reach. they look on from a distance, try to reach behind my eyes. never understanding why i dont just open up my arms. because i cant. i cant move my arms that wide yet. they are empty and screaming to hold. -
Jungle...
Jungle, just kind of jumped out at me. Perhaps it has something to do with my subconscious, perhaps not.
Coming out week is coming up soon. Have to miss the panel this year because i have a program to do. oh well :( -
android
well, i basically live on my phone now. i update my statuses way too much on facebook and that needs to stop. perhaps this kinda crappy app for the droid will get me to use this medium more often ( Read more... ) -
philosophicaly insaine
"We must make the choices that enable us to fulfill the deepest capacities of our real selves." -Thomas Merton ( Read more... ) -
moving and shaking
so in this time of crazy economic happenings, things are looking actually okay for me... in everything but money matters ( Read more... ) -
update-ish
this is my 3rd or 4th attempt at an update in the last... well long while.
quick update for those who care:
Job with Daycare over, been over since school started, guess that was a month ago.
Ozzie my dog was killed, i'm still pretty sad about that, that was also a month ago.
We got a puppy 2 weeks ago... he's cute, his name is Gabe, but he's not Ozzie ( Read more... ) -
July
Wow... i really fell behind in posting. I want to write things that are more thoughtful and intellectual and meaningful and whatever. More stuff like "pro-what" and "when necessary use words" but i don't seem to have the oomph right now to do so. My brain is starting to mush. I am working on some stuff though... i just haven't gotten around to ( Read more... ) -
post 2
So since my first post today was so negative i decided to write another post. I was extremely tired today. The reason i was so tired today was because of the strange series of events that happened last night. Strange yet awesome ( Read more... ) -
2.92
This is a number that will haunt me for a while. Some day i know it will get better, but for now, its haunting me. 2.92. I had one major goal in college, to graduate with a 3.0 average. Everyone including myself thought i could do it. I watched with satisfaction as my Overall GPA rose a fraction of a point for my last few semesters. I worked ( Read more... ) -
June
Well June has started and tis the first official weekend. For the first 21 years of my life this weekend was spent at the Sacred Heart Festival eating as much junk as i could consume, and playing for as long into the night as i could stand. Fun times. When i was old enough i spun the casino wheel as a worker. More Fun ( Read more... )