Dreams are broken and fading...The high is now gone and life is now present to be a life long struggle...I hate this life, and all that I have brought to it...I want to scream, I want to die...I want to get high...Higher than I ever have been before...I never want to wake...Fill this needle...Watch the blood flow...And The high I dream of flow ( Read more... )

hey I don't know how to us the LJ cut's or to insert images...I've never used URL's help....

http://www.livejournal.com/community/__hardcorexlove/

So shaun got money from his grandma and He say's he's going to go to the Mall tomarrow and by me a christmas presant. I told him not to B/c I can't get him anything. He say's he really want's to do this for me. So I won't stop him, lol ( Read more... )

So thing's really going on here...I went around yesturday and droped off applications...Hopifully tomarrow I'll get some call backs...It would be nice...I need a steady job bad...I've been fucking everything else up in my life...At least I haven't been doing any dope...That's a plus...I am starting to run out of clean clothes...And I'm still broke ( Read more... )

Friday was cool got some Dope ha...Did a bag and a half at once which isnt bad since the bags here are way small...It fucked me up for a long time though...Got another bag later on...Picked up Shell for a party...Shaun and I had alot of fun met alot of new people it was cool...Ha I read Shell's page...It sucks she didn't enjoy herself...Maybe if ( Read more... )

I have nothing really new to say tonight...Other then I'd rather be high right now...Well I'm getting dope tomarrow and hopifully going to a party...So fuck you all...I hope you die...

So what else is new?...Razerblade Kisses and Vicious Hearts...

I can't seem to get over so manythings are going through my mind lately...It's really driving me insane...So I'll listen to loud music and pray for death ( Read more... )