So things are MUCH better and i am a healthier, more self-actualized person ( Read more... )

There are many things I could pick at about myself that I hate. I do things sometimes that are irrational and mean and completely uncalled for without first thinking about the consequences. I am a very defensive and opnionated person. Yet you might think im the nicest girl in the world. For example, you might ignore me one day when im really ( Read more... )

Okay so these past few days have been the saddest days of my life.(okay, so that's an overstatement)
-the most memorable.
-the most drama-filled.
-the most misunderstood.
-the most lonely.

god all i need is a hug and someone to talk to...I have matured a lot though,and i know i need to be strong ( Read more... )

Its the first today.
I am grateful that 2005 is over. It wasnt my best year ( Read more... )

I have a disease is all i can say. no, i guess you cant really call it a disease because with one of those you dont have a say. I on the other hand am repeating the same sin over and over again over the past two years; sloth.Its just as bad as gluttony which im almost positive im also guilty of. this is no cause for joy ( Read more... )

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Oh boy.
I worked my first 8 hour shift in my entire working life today.
It wasn't as bad as I thought. With a positive attitude and great people around, anything can be made fun.
My boyfriend is AmaZinG!
I love it when he does sweet things for me. =) im just TOO lucky ( Read more... )

I am so tired. I got four hours of sleep last night and i feel like crap now cuz i just got back from a meeting at ihop and i have work at 3. it would probably be a good idea if i slept but i cant sleep during the day so if i dont sleep at night, which is most of the time, im screwed ( Read more... )

What Kind of a journal is this i say. its been far too long. like there is a gap in my life ( Read more... )

Well if my body wasn't being attacked by bacteria and all sorts of emmunity weakening microbes, then i'd have to say things have never been better.

I love the people i talk to, they are my medicine.