Haha look what you did, you set off a chain reaction.
I know, if I stop to think about being a junior and just how much closer I am to having to the whole adult, grown-up thing, it's a little unreal and I want to panic. lol But thank you for being proud of me, sometimes it really doesn't seem like that big of an accomplishment, but I'm still hanging in there, and that's more than I can say for a lot of people in my family. So I'm glad I'm not another one of them in that respect.
I <3 you! You've always been there for me, so thanks. And about my birthday present, you can totally get me a Dane Cook shirt. Mmkaythanks. lmao
I read the whole thing too.. fuckface! it's almost one o'clock in the afternoon and linden is still asleep so i am sitting alone in the dark. naturally, i sit and read everyone's entries. i know exactly what you mean.. pretty much in the whole thing. i have the best friends i can't wait to see again that i don't get to see often enough. and the people in this suite have become so important to my existence that it will be sad to part with you guys even for a few weeks. in addition, i know that feeling to put yourself out there and be crushed. it passes. and one day we'll find guys who won't crush us :) until that day comes i'm glad i have a fellow loser in the apartment/suite.
You know I'm your number one fan! And yes, I'm so glad we've been able to bond over our loserness this year, it's amazing that there could be two of us in this world haha
You guys are my life right now, fuckface. Elemental as air and just as precious to me. I did read the whole entry too, fuckface. It's funny how we've changed but remain unchanged. I thought people were idiots when they said that we'd all change a lot in college. Kim's up, I'm up, and yet we're here with our respective lamps doing things miles away from each other. Cutting "detrimental" people out of your life may not be a good thing, Amerz. It may be the way a certain person deals with rejection or feeling that people are getting too attached. It's a defense mechanism like your packing shit down is. And it's not necessarily good either. I hope we get those jobs at Crossroads and hang out everyday because otherwise I'm going to miss you badly. Very badly. Like, I'm-going-to -have-to-sleep-with-you-next-year-for-the-first-week badly. Being crushed is inevitable. It's the fledgling to finding love. ^_^
You're right. We can learn from each other. I see that none of us in this suite are at all healthy and sane lol But I cling more than I should and to people who aren't healthy for me, and I still do envy your ability to just cut those people out. You do it so effortlessly! lol
And you know my bed's always open to you. Well, not right now because I have food all over it. But next year, I'll have a perfectly good floor for you. Hahahahaha. Or we can cuddle like always.
lol Ummmmmm my undying devotion? Does that sound good? Great! I'll miss our late-night outtings to the dung bench, but next year we'll find a new place. Like our balcony. Or the woods!
hey...fuckface. i read the whole thing too. just a little while after everybody else. i'm so glad that we all lived together this year, and I'm really excited about next year too. I also tend to hold people too close and depend on friends too much. it's going to drive me insane not being able to see you guys everyday this summer. i'll just keep on thinking "three months...two months...three weeks..." and it'll get there. I don't know anybody who's actually emotionally healthy, but you know what...it's OK. we still fit together and the people who matter will forgive that. so, i love you. and i'm glad we had this year and i can't wait for the next one. damn, that sounds so cliched and sappy. :-)
Awww...I love you Scrotum Fuzz! You're right, all our flaws and fuck-ups make us all the perfect match. We balance each other our. Or just exacerbate the problems lol which is also fun!
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I know, if I stop to think about being a junior and just how much closer I am to having to the whole adult, grown-up thing, it's a little unreal and I want to panic. lol But thank you for being proud of me, sometimes it really doesn't seem like that big of an accomplishment, but I'm still hanging in there, and that's more than I can say for a lot of people in my family. So I'm glad I'm not another one of them in that respect.
I <3 you! You've always been there for me, so thanks. And about my birthday present, you can totally get me a Dane Cook shirt. Mmkaythanks. lmao
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it's almost one o'clock in the afternoon and linden is still asleep so i am sitting alone in the dark. naturally, i sit and read everyone's entries. i know exactly what you mean.. pretty much in the whole thing. i have the best friends i can't wait to see again that i don't get to see often enough. and the people in this suite have become so important to my existence that it will be sad to part with you guys even for a few weeks. in addition, i know that feeling to put yourself out there and be crushed. it passes. and one day we'll find guys who won't crush us :)
until that day comes i'm glad i have a fellow loser in the apartment/suite.
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Kim's up, I'm up, and yet we're here with our respective lamps doing things miles away from each other. Cutting "detrimental" people out of your life may not be a good thing, Amerz. It may be the way a certain person deals with rejection or feeling that people are getting too attached. It's a defense mechanism like your packing shit down is. And it's not necessarily good either.
I hope we get those jobs at Crossroads and hang out everyday because otherwise I'm going to miss you badly. Very badly. Like, I'm-going-to -have-to-sleep-with-you-next-year-for-the-first-week badly.
Being crushed is inevitable. It's the fledgling to finding love. ^_^
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And you know my bed's always open to you. Well, not right now because I have food all over it. But next year, I'll have a perfectly good floor for you. Hahahahaha. Or we can cuddle like always.
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