Well. Life is ok. I had the most amazing experienc of my life last week. I just had ALL DAY auditions yesterday starting at 9 in the morning. It was so strangely fun. I felt like I was auditioning in NY. All those people, small space, high energy, dance call. It was so hardcore and hard but fun except I'm exhausted. There is still ( Read more... )

My Granddaddy died last night. My cousin killed himself last night on the other side of my family.

I had some really great stuff to post about, but I think that's for another entry. Right now I just miss my family.

I decided to put this in my journal too:

Do you ever notice how people have different ways of dealing with pain?  Like some people just blurt out things they know are going to make people feel akward because people as a human race are so silly they are going to feel akward about it either way.  <<<  me.  Have the time people just pretend like they ( Read more... )

It's 11 something and I am sitting around in my towel because I don't feel like putting on jammers. Tomorrow will be a very full day. Tonight I got to be in the presence of Olympia Dukakas. How awesome is that? Being an actress is so cool. SHe is really insightful and very New Yorkan. I am going home this weekend. Again I say I get my dog! ( Read more... )

I want my puppy now. What should I name my puppy? I can't wait to see him.

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Tonight, my mom is giving me the you are fat and unhealthy and ugly speech. This is good timing as I have been trying to get on track and I am currently working out all the time and constantly contemplating not eating. I also am getting ready to audition for grad school, so she told me I am too fat and no one will see my talent just my fat self ( Read more... )

Hi. I am so tired of boys. I really am. I am tired of liking people. It's so painful. I kind of knew when I first got this crush it wasn't going to end well. So I have decided to forget boys. I don't want to write about them in my journal anymore. I don't want to make any more efforts. I am tired of being in pain about everything in my ( Read more... )

Hey...all my family is alive...mostly everyone has somewhere to live. My cousin and my grandpa in the hospital, but that has nothing to do with the fires. I am tired and overwhelmed, but ok. Halloween was pretty fun, so far I was a bear and it was funny looking and whack, but that's cool. I love my roomates muchly and we are going to carve ( Read more... )

So if you haven't heard, San Diego is on fire. If you know me at all you know that is where I am from and where a large chunk of my family and all my immediate family is located. Everyone in my family has had to evacuate, except my mom and dad. My mom cannot leave the house or open a window, or she will die. My dad can't go to work because it ( Read more... )

I was going to post but I don't have the time or motivation. I just wanted to put this really awesome thing in here for the Awesome Dept to read ( Read more... )