To the detriment of my bank account, I caved and decided to see a therapist again. I chose a different guy this time. My old therapist was a lovely man but he once suggested I make a vision board. Yeah. No bueno ( Read more... )

"I mean, think about it. Any kind of success (financial, personal, spiritual, whatever) depends on your ability to delay gratification. You tolerate the tedious hell of learning a new task, and then it pays off after you've learned it. You tolerate the humiliation of failing at something new until you get good enough to not fail. But during the ( Read more... )

Reading really old LJ entries makes me sad and scared. Most of the shit my teenage self is writing about I barely remember. I don't know if it's because of the weed or just getting old ( Read more... )

Mom just informed me that my Uncle has been contemplating suicide for a while ever since his dog died. This Saturday is the anniversary of his dog's death.

It's going to take twenty years to undo the last four.

Yet do I fear thy nature ( Read more... )

After all these years, I'm still just a crying little boy hiding under a desk while the world laughs.

All my friends have outgrown me.

Maybe if I just embraced my vanity instead of trying to run from it...

One day this will make for a very interesting and hilarious honest discussion. Until then I guess we'll continue lying to each other.