lindsey stop dramatizing everything in your life sheesh... you've got it really good with ryan, he cares about you a lot so dont fucking go around saying he doesnt care cause you just sound stupid and spoiled. just cause he isnt waiting on you 24/7 doesnt mean he doesnt love you... he does give a fuck, i doubt he's cared for anyone this much in his fucking life, do you even get that? stop being such a drama queen, and realize that you do have friends who care about you. i mean, i dont think someone would walk from fucking san juan to your house just to be with you if they supposedly "didnt care". being bitter and angry at the world and letting it ruin your life is just saying you're irresbonsible and cant admit that maybe some of the things that are going on in your life are your fault and not everyone elses... you're kind of mean, in fact i dont see why ryan still loves you to death even when you are such a bitch to him at times. i mean sure, sometimes he may choose something else over you but everyones entitled so their stupid
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Uh who is this? If you're gunna leave a mean comment you might as well leave your name as well... If I don't know you... don't think you know me just because you read my journal. I only write in my journal when I need to let something out. It's kinda like my therapy. I write my feelings down. And most of the time. I write in here when I'm sad or someones hurt my feelings. You don't know ANYTHING about me and Ryan's relationship. NOTHING. All you know is what I write in here. Which is more bad then good because when I'm hurt I like to let out what I'm feeling. I don't write all the good times we have or else there would be more then bad. How dare you say all this about me. Chances are you obviously don't know me. Because I'm not what you described at all. I love Ryan. I really do. I know my journal talks shit on him sometimes. It's just because we're having problems right now. If you scroll down or look at the past entrys I talk about how much I love him. And the only reason I get so mad is because I love him so much when he does
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geez lindsey im sorry... maybe i was too hard. you're right i dont know you well enough to judge you and ryans relationship, it just bothers me to see him like this. it just kinda makes me want to beat some sense into you because i know how much he cares about you, and i know you're not stupid and you know how much he cares for you too, so i dont see why you would want to give up on him like this, you know? yah i know he can be stupid, and he goes and does stuff you dont like, and maybe thats his fault for not changing but changing is hard... i just dont get why you would call it quits after something so silly... it makes it seem like you think your relationship isnt really worth it. im sure theres much more to all this, that i dont know about, and if there is then im sorry, i just dont like seeing my friends so down :( go and delete what i said before
I'm confused..... why would you say lindsey called it quits when she hasn't........ I get confused earlier and now this really isn't any of my business but when i'm confused i need to know...... and by the way you still didn't say who you were other then saying you know ryan.................... your comment doens't sound like something a male friend of ryan's would say...... so now i'm even more confused.
--Vinney
p.s. people said i broke his heart when the whole thing was just a game for someone's sick amusement. and i still hurt becuase i feel he still hates me for the things that someone said happened but never really did.
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--Vinney
p.s. people said i broke his heart when the whole thing was just a game for someone's sick amusement. and i still hurt becuase i feel he still hates me for the things that someone said happened but never really did.
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