Perhaps there shall come a day when it will be sweet to remember even these things.

vous fondez mon monde

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The rest of my journal from here on out is friends only. If you want to read it, add me and I'll add you back. Or if I know you well enough, I might just give you my password...

I think I'm getting rid of my journal pretty soon. I just think it's really stupid now. And I'm over the drama it brings. I really miss Ryan at the moment. He is supposed to come over when he wakes up. But I doubt he's awake. You know when people have a certain smell? And sometimes you will be walking down the street and you get this huge whiff of ( Read more... )

Why is the look on his face making my heart ache, my lips quiver? He looked like I was the cruelest person in the world. He looked like I ripped his heart out, layed it on cold cement, and stomped on it as hard as I could. Why do I feel so guilty for hurting his feelings, when he crushed mine? Why is his expression haunting me. Why do I feel tears ( Read more... )

Everyday I fall in love with Ryan all over again.

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Uhhh thanks sooo much for making me wait until 6 to 9 to finally actually see you and then hang out with you for what 5 minutes? And then you drop me off to do what? Hang out with your friend some more, ignore your girlfriend, and do something that you've been doing not only all day, but all week. Thanx. Thanx a lot ( Read more... )

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