holy shit, reading these old entries makes me realize how much everything has fucking changed. the friends i have now mean everything to me and im not worried about all that other bullshit.  I would rather have 10 best friends like i have now than 1000 aquaintances. I have learned to be independent, finally. I hate work and i dont want to go. ( Read more... )

This weekend was successful and I am satisfied. I feel like my life is lacking right now-someone, something, I can't really decide but something is definitly missing. Someone fill in the blank.
 I just realized that I don't think I appreciate people enough, I am selfish. To everyone that has been there for me, thank you so much. It means more to me ( Read more... )

I have a soccer game at 1.45, that should be good. The football game last night was freeeezing, but fun. I'm really sad that we lost to Homestead, it was a close game though and the boys did really good. Let's do something fun tonight.

Things have been good lately. I got my license which gives me so much more freedom and me and Ryan's one year anniversary is in three days, that's so crazy to me. Stuff with my friends has been pretty drama-free, which is just how I like it. Except for I feel like everyone that was at one point one big group is like, splitting into two, it's weird ( Read more... )

Wow. So summer is actually over, and it really still hasn't hit me. I'm sitting up at 1:30 am on a school night not even thinking about how I should be sleeping because I have to wake up at a decent time tomorrow morning. I don't know, I guess good things have to end some time. This summer was incredible. I succeeded in keeping all of my friends ( Read more... )

THIS HOW WE KEEP IT POPPIN
MAKE SURE THAT BASS KNOCKIN
SO WHEN YOU SEE US RIDIN
WE CALL IT SHOW STOPPIN

YEAH WE DIVAS BUT WE RIDE LIKE BIG BOYS DO.


( Read more... )

"Life can be found only in the present moment. The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with life."

It all goes by too quickly.

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Today was my sixteenth birthday and everything was perfect. I love my family, I love my friends, I love my boyfriend.