im deleting this journal.
it serves me no more purpose..
all I use livejournal for now is the communities..and the occasional rant.

but if you care to add my new journal..
go here... gonnafuckshitup

im sick of writing in this thing..
partially because I don't know if I can trust who is reading it.
so until I make a friends cut, and feel the need to vent my emotions..
see ya later livejournal.

you are now officially DONE caring about what other people think of you.
its not going to eat you alive anymore. you aren't going to let it.
you are going to hold your head up high, and be proud of who you are.
you have great friends, and you shouldn't have to worry about the people that dont matter.
what you do and how you feel is no one else's ( Read more... )

I think its pretty clear that no one wants anything to do with you anymore.
and no one really cares what you have to say.
so fly away!

you have exceeded my expectations and beyond, and have sunk lower than I ever thought possible ( Read more... )

im feeling pretty fucking betrayed, yet again.
it's seeming to be frequent in my life..
and yet another reminder why I should be careful who I trust.

your so out of line

i havent felt so empty, in such a long time ( Read more... )

- stop being such an insecure piece of shit.
- stop worrying about fucking EVERYTHING
- just let it be.
- oh, and grow some balls already! well not literally..
testicles are pretty gross looking.

I had forgotten how good it feels to fall in love.
and im falling...
head over heels.

ive come to the conclusion..
I have NO fucking idea what im doing.
what do I want?
I was enjoying the solo route..
now what?

im sore everywhere.. but man - this weekend was so fucking fun.
if only I could find my damn camera cord..
I think im coming down with a cold, which couldn't come at a worse time.
seeing as I work all week, and also am going to ( Read more... )