that long in darkness pined

[lilywhitelilith]

Title: that long in darkness pined
Author: Telis (theaerosolkid)
Rating: R
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Summary: Brendon and Ryan and BrendonandRyan and the bitch of living.
Word Count: 1905
Disclaimer: Fake, fake, fake.
A/N: Thanks to castoffstarter and disarm_d for their fabulous beta help. An inexcusably late birthday offering to the glorious notshybutsly. This was a real challenge for me,

Comments

[melish]

MY NAMES MELISSA TOO!
High Five.
FC?
:D

[melish]

Oh my fucking God.
This was.. incredible.
It was so .. pure and.. intense.
AH.
Jesus, I don't know.
It didn't big them up, it sort of just.. told the story.
Like it is.
Like it should be.
Loved it.
Are you going to write more?
:) xxx

[theaerosolkid]

Aaaw, thanks!

Yeah, definitely going to write more, but this one's a one-shot, if that's what you're asking.

[x_bluesoulsmoke]

AND ME TOO !
MELISSA PARTY !

:D

[i_drink_gerbils]

Holy shit. Holy shit. Oh my fucking God.

You. You are fantastic. That was, just. Astounding. Creative and original and meaningful beyond anything I could ever dream up. Shit, I feel like you're seeing right through a Brendon that actually exists somewhere, like in an alternate universe somewhere or whatever.

Totally phenomenal. Never, ever stop writing.

[theaerosolkid]

Wow, thanks!

I really appreciate that.

[bruisesonguitar]

"It's not about her. Or for her," Ryan tells him. "Come on. Music."

Lines like this make me love the song more (especially since I know that it's a canon fact). I also love the idea that they performed it for them, and it won't be included on the album.

I'm completely in love with this fic. You utterly captivated me. I couldn't look away. My heart was clenched and it hurt so much. Beautiful angst.

Your writing is so insightful. You dive right into these issues, so it's raw and real. It's clear to me that you really understand these boys. ♥

*mems*

[theaerosolkid]

Yay for subverting canon for the purposes of OTP! Hahaha.

Thank you so much <333

[turquoiseeyed]

This was breathtaking. Wow. I'm damn near speechless.

In a way, I feel like I relate to your Brendon here. I've lived through issues similar to the ones he goes through in this story. (Namely stimulant addiction and a crisis of faith.) Reading this actually helped me to process it to some extent.

I loved how you included a story of "True Love," as well as what Keltie said about it. I love it when "real life" deatils are worked into fiction...it makes it easier to read to some degree, it makes it easier to relate the characters to whom they are based on.

I'm rambling a bit here, sorry, it's past 4 a.m. and I'm a bit...out of it.

But, again, this story was wonderful.

[theaerosolkid]

Crisis of faith, man. I love reading and writing about Mormon!Brendon because, man. What's more emotionally resonant than man's relationship with God?

I'm glad you liked it. Stick around; spiritual agony is something I write about a lot.

[turquoiseeyed]

You write it so well.

I'll keep an eye out.

[lolwewriteslash]

your story actually made me cry.
I don't know why, exactly...
or maybe I do.

but it was amazing,
nonetheless.

You poured all honesty into this.
<3

[theaerosolkid]

Aaaww. *hugs*

Thanks so much, hon :D