So it has been like forever since i have thought to write on here. I have really become a myspace girl! Anyone without it needs to at least look into it!! I just cant belive that so much time has passed since i finished high school. I still cant make up my mind! I HATE IT!!!!!!!!! Well i just thought for anyone who looked i wanted them to know i ( Read more... )

Why do i fel that when things go good for awhile they always have to get bad again??? i hate this feeling a whole lot!!! The person i love feels like there is something missing...??? WHeat does that mean does he want more?? am i not enough?? i am soooo confused!! WELL ANYWAYS TOMORROW MAKES A YEAR FOR US!! lETS SEE HOW THAT GOES...

I am feleing ok today. The personal trainer kicked my butt though. I really feel good about going to the gym!! I want to do it for me!! Work was slow and i am still deciding weather or noyt to go out tonite. Well i am smiling!!

I am a prettier person when i smile. I think i need to do it more often!!! My sister patty is the sweetest person that i know!! She is so caring!!! Well chin is up and spirts are almost there as well.

Today has to be the worst day so far!! I hate dealing with all of this!!! I want to be strong and tough but it is so hard. Everyone keeps telling me when you love someone you have to let them go and if they come back.... Anyways everything is so much easier said then done!!! I have been trying to keep busy doing everything for me but it is hard. I ( Read more... )

Things all happen for a reason everyone has always told me, well i can't decide what i think anymore. Life is unpredictable... I am doing well i keep telling myself. I actully think that might almost be true. Each day seems to get better not easier but a little better. I am not letting go i am just going to grow and see were that takes me. I have ( Read more... )

Day by day brings us all different things. We can all hope and dream for things but whatever life wants to give you it is going to give you!! Live life one day at a time looking forward to a bright future. That is part of my eliminating the negative from my life. Everyday it is important to smile!! I still believe that Love is a very scary thing!! ( Read more... )

It as ben forever but i am still alive. I spent the day filling out about 5,000 ( well maybe like 15 ) job applications. I want to find something that i can do with my life. It is really hard though. I hate school but i think i need to suck it up ad learn to love it. I have done alot recently in making my life more positive and now to complete it ( Read more... )

Well i know i want to do something interesting with my life but what?? I wish i only could make up my mind. Law seems very interesting, but that is alot of school. And i would love to act but what are the chances of that?? I want to be a deciseve person but how do you become that??? Anyways life is to short to stress i live day by day.... Love is a ( Read more... )

I can say that i have not known the feeling happy in a long time. I met someone who gives me butterflies everytime i see them when we are apart i miss him. I can truly say i am happy and the best part is i feel like i make him happy also which is soooooo important to me. Things happen the most when you are not expecting them to. I am going to go ( Read more... )