This entry is not going to be easy. Sometimes I wonder what Gods big plan is for me. Why does he put people into our lifes that then can hurt us to the point that you cant even breathe.(sp) When Joel walked into my life I felt blessed and content....fianlly happy after the to shit I had to deal with Jake an Jr and whoever else. I felt like God ( Read more... )

Spell your first name backwards: Nerak ( Read more... )

before I start I need to say that I dont mean to get involved, however I think that there is a line and when that line is crossed then there is a problem. Throughout life you come across alot of people, some that stick and then become your good friend, and others that you just consider aquantiances (sp), those that you consider to be your good ( Read more... )

Just thought I would write a few thoughts about my life and give a little update. First Joel and I are back together and everything is better then ever, I dont know what happened it just clicked back like nothing to it, and it hads been awesome we have seen each other lot and I will be seeing him again this weeekend. I know with him I made the ( Read more... )

I have had so many feelings lately its not even funny. Joel and I have been on a emotional rollercoster. Really good highs, and really really low lows. All I want from him is the truth for those of you that I have talked to you know that whole lauren thing, but why would he want to get back together if something was going on with them, and why ( Read more... )

tonight I went to the bball banquet and all the seniors got to get up and speak, and of course JR is a senior. So he gets up there and starts his speech. He starts saying all this stuff about freindship, loyalty, honelty, and respect. Of all the people in the world to be talking about those things. HE goes on and on about how you need to be ( Read more... )

Sometimes in life you dont see things coming. You think that your freinds will be there for you no matter what, you think that having good freinds is what life is all about. Its not till you loose one that you realize that the ones you are keeping close may be the ones that you can live with. Today I experinced that when lost a "freind" who I ( Read more... )

Basics ( Read more... )

Im doing this cause I am bored and I have a hour till I have to go to work ( Read more... )

Who was the last person ( Read more... )