I just moved into my new place. It's so far it is the nicest place I've ever lived in. I guess I've never really been too high maintenance, so i never really cared. Kristin picked it out, and after living in the place we were at for a year, a dishwasher and a microwave sounded awesome. I feel like I'm living in a hotel sometimes. I'm glad to ( Read more... )

so it's been like 2 months since i started hormones. The changes are really slow, and it's hard to notice most of the time. My voice cracks every now and then. which is kind of annoying, but funny. A little bit of dark fuzz has started on my chin and the sides of my lips. Oh, and I'm not sure if it's the weather here, or that I'm just sweating ( Read more... )

venting is good.

work sucks, i miss my friends, it's hot as fuck out... i wanna go home.

I've been on hormones now for about 5 weeks. I have a whole new respect for teenage boys. I've never been so frustrated in my life.

So excuse me if I'm more a.d.d. that usual, or humping your leg.

I just got my first shot of hormones. My butt's a little sore, but i'm pretty excited ( Read more... )

I got my blood work done last week, and my letter from my therapist. Soooo, next week i should be getting my first shot of hormones. i'm nervous and essited.

i also decided to have Kristin tattoo a little bullseye on my ass where i get my shots.

yay for butt tattoos and hormones.

I'm living in Tucson now. It's okay. We have a nice little place. right over the flight path of the stupid air national guard. It's cool seeing all the planes, but sometimes it can get loud. I don't work for my dad anymore. I started working at Majestik in December. I get to poke people with needles. it's fun most times ( Read more... )

Don't get me wrong... i love tucson. the people here are great, i love my job, i love the community here. But i've come to realize all the familiar parts of my life are gone. I miss my friends, i miss green trees, i miss rivers, hell i miss the snow and freezing rain. I know i needed this move to grow.. but these growing pains hurt. i see now ( Read more... )

So i found a doctor and finally made an appointment for the end of this month.  Hopefully it won't be too much longer and i'll be on my way to starting T.  It's funny how happy that makes me. 

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