this weekend was awesome.

but, i did miss mindy, x-tina, and kayla.

me n justin went to a farm in mississippi. its his aunts. Krista was graduating. hell she's only TWENTY.

oh well.

it was so fun. we rode horses and cows...i fed a calf.  AND i saw a baby cow being born. it was quite disgusting.

i got pictures...

When i get away from here, me and ( Read more... )

yea ima loser. I SWORE i wouldnt cry or be upset today, because i thought everyone at woodlawn was GAY

Well i get there, being all "hard monica"

then i see mindy...

my little mindy.

she snuck me in her class. She was acting like she was crying, but i was actually DOING it.  I am so sad, ima miss her so much! Ive barely known her like a month, and ( Read more... )

well, i just had a hardy little conversation with my brother.

It really made me so mad at him...

yea, i appreciate everyone giving their opinion on what they think i should do with my life...but when you say shit like "ugh why are you dating justin? he is such a loser!" and goin on and on with how bad my relationship is, youre crossing the line.

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this girl, i have an idea who she is, goes by the s/n      li sexy cali chi

keeps iming me talking bout-blah blah blah your a slut for getting pregnant...you and your mom made the same mistake when you were younger...

look little girl, obviously you are a pussy, because you hide behind a FAKE ass screenname and wont seem to tell me who you are... ( Read more... )

i hate dreams. I never seem to have "good" ones.

They mostly are about Justin cheating on me, and i walk in and see him fucking someone i dont like.

or they are about old times. Times that i had so much fun, and how i took it for granted. How i thought those days would never go away. Everything was perfect. At the time, i didnt think they were, ( Read more... )

me and j-luv are doing good...NOW.

Yesterday, we fought alot. I told Mindy and Cristina about it and i just dont feel like typing it all now. sorry.

I wigged out only once today. maybe im getting better?

naaa.

well...This weekend was alright. Saturday me n justin got in a wreck. a not so good wreck...neither of us were hurt though. thank god for ( Read more... )

is wishing to be happy, asking too much?

Anyway. Im talking to my baby. He's trying to make me feel better.

My pawpaw forgot me today. That hurt my heart. bad.   He was going to get lunch and I WAS PAYING...and he just "accidently" forgot. SURE.

Oh well.

I was glued to my window all day today, just watching it rain.

I love the rain. It makes me ( Read more... )

TRUE OR FALSE:

..all is fair in love and war..

I have to admit...today was pretty good. (even though it was not raining)

I can honestly say noone really pissed me off. Except for the fact SEAN GAVE MY FRUIT ROLL UP TO A SKANK.

In 5th hour we have a clit. no, i didnt mean a clique. i mean a "clit"...idk. ask brent, he made it up. We just went along with it so some guy would stop trying to eat ( Read more... )

people are so dumb. All highschool is, is DRAMA. Thats all. Nothing more, nothing less. Everyone is always talking about someone.

Well, its time to grow up. And please, unless i ask, dont feel that it is necessary to come and tell me anyone else's buisness.

And to anyone that has anything STUPID to say to me, dont be a pussy and say it behind my ( Read more... )