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well, i just had a hardy little conversation with my brother.
It really made me so mad at him...
yea, i appreciate everyone giving their opinion on what they think i should do with my life...but when you say shit like "ugh why are you dating justin? he is such a loser!" and goin on and on with how bad my relationship is, youre crossing the line.
Thats exactly what gary did. so i blew up.
Gary was talking all this shit about how he is a loser and he wont do anything with his life...blah blah blah. then i asked him what he was going to do with HIS life. He said "ima be a football coach." so i told him how football coaches ARENT alcoholics, they dont smoke weed on a daily fucking basis. And from what i could see is justin has a much better chance of becoming what ever he wants, rather than my brother who cant even be commited to ONE GIRL in his entire life.
He is gunna be a fucking junkie...
My sister, not the one in jail, the fat one, is a bitch also. She has the most fucked up relationship and her husband is makin her lose her family for him. Everytime i talk to that BITCH she is always talking shit about how i dont need justin, and how i can do so much better, "youre 17 years old monica, you need to be a teenager! dont be tied down to one person."
yea whatever you fat moomoo bitch.
my mom tells me all the time i need to dump justin because she wants me to go out and "experience life while i still can" she tells me alot, she wants me to go out drinking and fucking people and trying drugs.
sorry mom, im not like you, i have a little more respect for myself than to make myself look like a SLUT.
The only person that likes justin is my pawpaw. Thats why i love my pawpaw so. He knows im going to make my own decisions and do what i want to do.
ITS MY LIFE.
sorry im bitching so much, just aggervated.
ima go.
i missed mindy and kayla today. :(