I've come to realize that a few things that once meant so much to me now don't. Is it possible for an advancement in maturity to happen within a minute's time? Is it possible that by talking with just one person can change your views on the importance of your life ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that a few things that once meant so much to me now don't. Is it possible for an advancement in maturity to happen within a minute's time? Is it possible that by talking with just one person can change your views on the importance of your life ( Read more... )

You get sucked into taking a chance. Taking a leap. Shooting for something you know you will fall short of and will end up bruised in the end. What do you do when your bruises don't turn that yellowish color and heal, when they stay black and blue and remain sore to the touch? You would think you would learn to never take that chance again. That ( Read more... )

Who knew that one's life could change in the course of one night, through one decision. No, I don't mean the choice of having sex one night without a condom that gets you pregnant, simply a decision that basically determines your memories for the years to come, as well as your future.I think I have come to a conclusion as of now of which direction ( Read more... )

Who knew that one's life could change in the course of one night, through one decision. No, I don't mean the choice of having sex one night without a condom that gets you pregnant, simply a decision that basically determines your memories for the years to come, as well as your future.I think I have come to a conclusion as of now of which direction ( Read more... )

Who knew that one's life could change in the course of one night, through one decision. No, I don't mean the choice of having sex one night without a condom that gets you pregnant, simply a decision that basically determines your memories for the years to come, as well as your future.I think I have come to a conclusion as of now of which direction ( Read more... )

Tonight was the winterguard show. It made me sad watching the shows and wanting to perform them. But I did see my cousin on Santaluces. She was great, and looked soo pretty. I soo envy her. After the show we went to Denny's ( Danielle, Z, and I) and boy did i need it.

You know what....
Screw it, SCREW IT FUCKING ALL.

I am on a path. I made a pact, a promise, and on that promise I will become me or who I truly am. I won't be screwed over anymore, because when I know I am not looking for something your damn straight I won't get pulled into that something. It's like you are sitting by yourself on a park bench, and though you might not be that happiest person, you ( Read more... )

I sit and stare at my computer screen waiting for the little box at the bottem to blink and show me that someone cares about what I have to say. I really should be doing my homework, or starting my ASL project, and my reading response. But no. What am I doing... sitting online talking to people ( Read more... )

Today I went shopping again after school. Awesome time to just zone out and think about things. I am excited to give my mom her gifts i know she will love them, and i wish there was more i could do for my dad. I saw these pecious moments today at the Hallmark store that alomost made me cry od Daddy's girl and grandpa... wow sadness comes around the ( Read more... )