Me and my ex got back together since I last posted. The breakup wasn't even for that long. But I love her deeply. And I feel like a brat when I can't spend the day with her on my day off. is that wrong?

I'm at my ex's friend's house for a lil get together. Everyone has drank or smoke and so they're feeling good. But why don't I? I'm pretty buzzed, but I feel sad. And why is that ( Read more... )

...and it sucks. Although we've talked since we broken up, the past couple of weeks have been tough. I still like her and care about her. And today she decided to leave me alone so I can let go ( Read more... )

of course everyone knows how much i'm into music. so do you feel like i do? where you just pick a random old cd, play it, and it just takes you back to when you bought the album and all the memories that came with it? i really LOVE that feeling. lol. the songs don't necessarily have to take me back to when i bought the album, but just thinking ( Read more... )

..to get my mind moving. Its stuck on one thing, that I don't want it to be on. Songs that I've been hearing, need to stay their, they don't really do any justice to me ( Read more... )

So I was wondering, am I the only person who feels this way. When I listen to a song (I.e. Katy perry- thinking of you, sara bareilles- gravity), I always tend to get emotional and shed a tear. Lol. I think songs like those, or maybe just songs in general that you can relate to may be the cause of my death. Lol ( Read more... )

I've never cried until tonite. The counting crows with maroon 5 and augustana. I started to tear when the counting crows were playing colorblind. I just started to think about my relationship and how I haven't seen her in a while. But hopefully we can figure something out. I really do love her.

...from work. I can't believe its been 2 weeks since I last posted. Time goes by fast. This year has gone by fast. Just 2 more weeks and I'll finally be 21. Yay!! Its about freakin time! Lol ( Read more... )

For me to be sad and upset? (This post is in relation to the previous post.) School has started and she's totally busy. And since I work now, we won't be seeing much of each other. I'm just really upset because I really wanted to hang out with her last weekend before our lives got busy, but she had work was hanging out with her friends already ( Read more... )

I'm in love. Lol.