hmmm...
I'm at my ex's friend's house for a lil get together. Everyone has drank or smoke and so they're feeling good. But why don't I? I'm pretty buzzed, but I feel sad. And why is that?
For the most part, I think its because I didn't really have any interatcion with my ex. We barely even talked tonight. And because of that, I'm even thinking about going home. I don't wana put myself in an environment where I feel like I don't wana be. I'd rather take myself out of the equation and just let her have her fun. I don't wana feel like I'm torturing myself being here. Like I feel right now.
So with that said, I'm leaving. I'm gone.
For the most part, I think its because I didn't really have any interatcion with my ex. We barely even talked tonight. And because of that, I'm even thinking about going home. I don't wana put myself in an environment where I feel like I don't wana be. I'd rather take myself out of the equation and just let her have her fun. I don't wana feel like I'm torturing myself being here. Like I feel right now.
So with that said, I'm leaving. I'm gone.