i am in my den...watching mystery men, which i hope speaks greatly of my level of boredom. i was online and decided to give everone a heart attack by updating...not really quote sure whats about to come outta me ( Read more... )

its cold so she delves her curled toes under the pillow, hoping for an ounce of relief. she always feels alone in the cold. she is alone. she is lying there...cold, alone...and lets her voice squeeze out amazing grace...how sweet the sound... She likes how the salt stings her eyes, and grows frustrated in knowing she will have to reapply her makeup ( Read more... )

it is like midnight, i am tired, and as i prepare for bed i look at all my friends LJ's about leaving. i am so pissed about it. i have absolutely noo desire to leave Kellam high. at all. i am so happy there, more so than i have ever been anywhere else. i am so much apart of the smelly grounds we know and love as kellam, i feel like i am losing a ( Read more... )

i want to be treated well. i think i am nice to people and i just want the same in return. i dont want to be walked on. this was emo. ok the end

people and things are changing. i am poitive i do not like it.

so i have been sick for 4 days straight. and tommorrow show no hope for a stop of it. that means for four days now i have been sitting on a couch by myself because my family has quarenteened me all day, watching crazy makeover shows-that i was sick of after the tenth episode. i have only recieved two calls from friends checking up. im not mad or ( Read more... )

this year is so odd, nothing is how it once was, which i suppose is everyday-but what im getting at is its a big change, and i( and people around me) have noticed. im diffrent. i feel distant from most people. i am not as friendly. i'm down right mean to people. i do and say things i never would have two years ago.i dont know maybe i am just " ( Read more... )

to everyone can you stop commenting on the "toothfairies" remarks. i figure if we ignore it, it will takes all its delusions of intelligence and greatnes and go away. i appreciate it guys! luv to all!

oh and I LOVE JESUS!

thanks to all my friends who stuck up for me against the toothfairy-it means a lot! what can ya say bout that toothfairy!?

myspace makes me see how unimportant i am in the lives of people who are important to me ( Read more... )