i hate feeling like such a failure.
its like im practically dooming myself to be no good.
i hate waiting. i guess that would be because i am, and always have been, extremely impatient. sometime, i wish i knew how life would play out. my life, in this instance. i wish i knew.
but i don't. and once again, we are back to square one.
and if anyone doesn'
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