visual studio is now open.
and i want to smash my computer.

I really wish I could figure out why i've been in such a rough mood lately. I've been quick to get angry, and less than easy going. That being said, I shall rant yet again ( Read more... )

The groundhog hath spoken. 6 more weeks of winter.
http://www.groundhog.org/prediction/

Why is it they can make such convincing arguments?
Why do I want to fight it and believe it so badly?
Why do I feel guilty for talking to them?
Why do I want to laugh and cry at the same time?

Time to wash dishes.

being here makes me wish i had the real college experience.; I wish i had all sorts of friends, wish i had gone to keg parties. wish had a foreign roommate to educate, wish i went out. Not that i dont; love my roommates now. I mean, i love having people that are predictable and lovable, just i wish they were so close that i could tell them ( Read more... )

I was so depressed that I was getting fat, then I remembered that I was pregnant and I was supposed to be. I was lying in bed, that was a really big crib, in the middle of a huge toys r us store, talking to my parents about how I couldn't feel the baby moving, and it let me sleep all night. My mom looked amazed, and I was scared that it meant I was ( Read more... )

Twice last night I woke up from myself screaming in a dream. Screaming and terrified. When I woke up I was breathing fast, and shallow, my heart was racing, my legs were numb from all the blood rushing to my heart, and I was shaking all over ( Read more... )

"do we need change ( Read more... )

". . . imagine a puddle waking up one morning and thinking, 'This is an interesting world I find myself in, an interesting hole I find myself in, fits me rather neatly, doesn't it? In fact it fits me staggeringly well, must have been made to have me in it!' This is such a powerful idea that as the sun rises in the sky and the air heats up and as, ( Read more... )

Because point form posts are easier, and i'm more likely to finish them

• 2 days = 2 LETTERS. i = hating you
• i don't want school to start up because then it will end
• i am legend was an awesome movie and since we didn't really talk during it, and only had a minor interruption near the middle, the mood was good
• finished the lost puzzle, and i want to start ( Read more... )