I wish I wasn't scared to talk about things. I wish I wasn't so afraid of failure. I wish I wasn't that hesitant when it came to new things. I wish other peoples' thoughts and impressions didn't matter to me. I wish I believed in myself a bit more.

I wish I was just a bit braver.

Today was perhaps the most malas day I have ever had in my entire life (or at least, for now)

1) I got to school at 6.45 despite the fact that my class starts at 10.30. I epal-ed in the MVP and read Beng's english piece (THRICE) until I got bored and just did whatever.

2) I pretty much failed at the friends thing. I thought I made a couple in my ( Read more... )

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Thanks to the putol-putolness of my tulog last night, (Senior sleeping habits again YAY) I actually woke up before seven. Waited for quite some time before the Ateneo site started running properly. After thirty long minutes of waiting and making kulit everyone else online, I finally got to see my schedule.

GOSH IT'S WEIRD. So many holes. LOL I don't ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for ignoring you, eljay ♥

Well, I woke up today with a bad stomach ache. Stupid salmon and weird iced tea from last night gave me food poisoning (well, at least, according to dad) Last night, my heart was racing, my head was hurting and my stomach was churning like crazy (other stuff happened to but I'd rather not mention :/ ) At least I ( Read more... )

Do you ever have those moments when you're just randomly thinking of different stuff and connecting one to the other until you bump into one that reminds you of something that makes you want to shoot yourself because said something was one you hoped to forget? Or am I not making sense again?

Well, I think I just had one and, yeah, it sucked. Ah

Why hello, eljay. It's been a while, hasn't it? At least I'm not forgetting you (and getting a Plurk or something XD) LOL KIDDING. Hi Plurk peeps AKA everyone else. :-h

Summer's been pretty meh. This might be the last REAL summer I'll ever have (due to the fact that the Areneu AMF course eats all four summers) and all I've been doing is either ( Read more... )

I'm most vulnerable right after I wake up.

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AVOID SENIORITIS (TRIED. FAILED.)

"Don't slack off at this point, even if you've already been accepted to college. (Too late.) Taking a vacation from academics now can contribute to problems later. (Goodbye, OS. I know :/ ) Plus, many colleges make "continued successful performance" a condition of their offers of admission. (I DON'T UNDERSTAND) ( Read more... )