~ A heart; Once loved, once broken, once torn, once taken, once trusted, once exposed, once open, yet never closed ( Read more... )

A lot has happened lately. Just in life in general. So I did hang out with Alex for awhile and there was a possiblity there, but then the right girl for him got him back. You know I am always here gurl. Love ya lots. But then I dont know I went and hung out with Kurtis, Andrew, Shadlan, Carl, Ronnie and Katie last night at the tennis courts and ( Read more... )

Going to the moon and back wasnt all that I thought it would be. I mean I seen a lot of beautiful things and had a blast with Alynna, but the others made me feel out of place or should I say made me and alynna both feel out of place. Neither of us wanted to be there, so we climbed the gravel pits by ourselves and enjoyed our night out. She is ( Read more... )

Its so hard to just sit there as you enjoy your life. I miss you more than anything but there's a reason why we arent together. But there is nothing that I can figure out, you keep doing one thing and saying another. I cant wait forever, I refuse, as much as I love you, it wont happen. I cant allow it to, I will hurt to badly. Then there is this ( Read more... )

So everything has seemed to gone down hill once again. We were beginning to climb a hill that seemed impossible to ever overcome, and yet again we will remain at the bottom of the pit. I think this is finally the last time I will ever see my family together without having to have a reason to come together. My parents are splitting up, or at least ( Read more... )

Havent updated in awhile. Not to much has happened tho. I made the volleyball team, we play this weekend, should be fun. Then I have been hanging out with Nikki. She is finally home. YAH! Well I will update more when I have something to say. Love you all laterz

~!* I like him a lot! *!~

To live is to love ( Read more... )

He's still the one I think of all day and dream about all night ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do about you anymore. I have so many feelings inside, so many worries, so many thoughts and doubts. Then we get together and its like everything thats crossed my mind is being erased and I am back under your loving care. But are you here for a second chance or just a make out. I know I care for you so much more than I need to ( Read more... )

Life....is it worth living anymore?!

SICK OF EVERYTHING!