I think i've just hit a realization. I have become what I've always tried to avoid. I've been so caught up in life. I let life take me away. I feel like I just go go go. I don't stop and think anymore. I don't sit in coffee shops and write for hours. I don't sit down with myself and ponder over anything and everything. After a year living ( Read more... )

It's just one of those years where things happen and go by and everything feels like a big blur. I've lost two grandparents, my brother fell in love and got dumped hard, chris' brother ended up in the hospital, and now i'm engaged. I'm kinda thinking 'whoa where'd that come from.' Mixed in with all the bad I'm glad i have some good news. I feel ( Read more... )

My grandpa died about 3 weeks ago, that would make two grandparents lost in less than 6 months. Grandpa's death was a bit sudden, the family didn't expect it even though we were all aware he had cancer. At least I figured we had the summer to enjoy together so we weren't quite ready to let go, but then again who is. The family is doing better ( Read more... )

I rarely ever make it online, especially lately, so I figured i'd take this moment to say that chris and I found an apartment. we moved out of my parents house two weekends ago. it happened so fast but i'm very happy we did. Our place is great. small enough and affordable. two bedroom, one bath, one utility bill. so if anyone is in tc give me ( Read more... )

so I logged onto livejournal considering deleting it. Then I hesitated, i don't know why. I'm not even sure if people read this anymore, the very few people that i know. Anyway so I'm going to update and if anyone out there still cares then comment and i will keep it up, and if i don't get any responses I will delete myself and you will never have ( Read more... )

guess it's been like a month since my last update. for those of you who are wondering if chris and i are still together, you bet- moving him in didn't change much of anything ( Read more... )

mostly all i've been doing is eating, sleeping, and working. I try to make it outside but haven't really had the chance. I really want to go canoeing but haven't had a weeekend off to spend with anyone else who shares the same desire ( Read more... )

There's been quite a few mixed feelings since I've finished CMU ( Read more... )

My truck fell apart yesturday. The muffler pipe rusted off, but apparently it is bolted to a chain which is fastened securely to the frame so there's no way I can lose it. My dad came down today and he fixed it pretty quickly and we went to lunch. Apparently my back wheels seem to be loose. Dad says there's nothing he can do cuz the bolts are ( Read more... )

So my brother's in New York right now. He arrived yesturday and I'm a bit jealous. However, it feels like it has been forever since I've been there. So I've had my chance, I just wish I could go back. Although, I love this weather. I'm thinking about walking to class and getting a smoothie after my rediculously hard exam. We're testing over 3 ( Read more... )