Secret Love Affair (3/?)
Title: Secret Love Affair (3/?)
Author: pakdemxet
Genre: Romance, slight angst
Pairing: Junhyung/Hyunseung (JunSeung), Dooseung
Rating: PG - 13
Disclaimer: I own the plot :D
Summary: Hyunseung's got everything he always wanted. Money, fame, the perfect guy, but why isn't he happy?
A/N: weeee ~ I finally updated this thing xD it’s been like forever. xD *cough* anyway, I just want to tell you guys that I hate this chapter. I mean, I really HATE IT. You can see why after reading this. Just don’t blame me if it made you hate me ‘cause I really don’t know what came into my mind while I was writing this. Maybe it had to do with the fact that I rewrote this at 3am earlier ;___; I promise that it’ll get better though. ^^ IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKE , KINDLY POINT THEM OUT. I’M TO LAZY TO PROOFREAD It xD
and oh ! follow me on twitter ^^
After discovering the truth, Doojoon started avoiding Hyunseung.
Now wasn’t the time to get irrational.
He needed more proofs, something----anything. Because he might just be imagining things, he maybe just seeing things. He needs something to give him assurance that Hyunseung wasn’t cheating on him, that Hyunseung is loyal, and only for him.
He needs to get out of his rented room and go somewhere far from here.
--
Hyunseung noticed that Doojoon has been away for a long time already, 2 weeks to be exact. It wasn’t that long, but still, it’s the first time that Doojoon stayed out for that long, without even sending him a single text message to him.
Not that he was complaining,
Not when Hyunseung gets to spend more time alone with Junhyung.
And especially not when Junhyung drags him to somewhere.
“Yah! Yong Junhyung! Where the heck are you taking me?” Hyunseung pouted, looking at the younger boy who was driving.
“It’s a surprise.” Junhyung grinned, ignoring the glare the doe-eyed boy gave him.
Hyunseung sighed as he shifted his gaze to the road. After a while, Hyunseung was surprised when large muscular hands covered his eyes.
“Yah! What are you doing?!” Hyunseung tried to get the hands off his face,” concentrate on your driving!”
Junhyung chuckled,” only if you close your eyes first.”
“Fine,” Hyunseung pouted again and closed his eyes; he felt Junhyung’s hand leave his face.
When they arrived, Junhyung signaled the older boy to open his eyes.
And when Hyunseung opened his eyes, he was disappointed at the fact that Junhyung took him to a playground. But as he slowly got out of the car, walked over to the nearest swings and let his eyes roam around, he felt a wave of memories crash into him.
“Hey, I used to play here.”
Junhyung sat at the vacant swing next to Hyunseung,” Eh? Really?”
Hyunseung nodded,” actually, this playground holds one of my most treasured memories.”
--
Doojoon came home after the 3rd week he’s been out.
“Where have you been?” Hyunseung asked him as soon as Doojoon entered the living room.
Doojoon kept quiet.
“Yah! Yoon Doojoon! Answer me!”
Doojoon stared at Hyunseung, no emotion on his face, as if all life has been sucked out of him.
“Work at New York.” He said simply, he wasn’t lying anyway; he was in New York. The older boy slowly took off his shoes.
“Oh, have you eaten dinner?” Hyunseung asked as he watched Doojoon make his way to their bed room.
“Yeah,” the older boy answered, opening the bedroom door and as soon as he stepped foot inside, he immediately regretted it.
Their room, their bedroom, the room where they sleep, cuddle and have sex, the room where Doojoon would show Hyunseung how much he loves him, the most intimate part of their house, and it smelled awfully different.
The main scent was Hyunseung’s perfume and something like lavender, probably the scent of their new detergent. But that wasn’t the scent that disturbed Doojoon’s heart. It was barely there, but Doojoon could smell it clearly, and that scent is slowly breaking Doojoon’s heart.
Doojoon backed off the door and went back to the living room, putting his shoes back on.
Hyunseung was startled at Doojoon’s actions,” where are you going? You just got here!”
“I left something at the main office,” Doojoon lied.
Doojoon was about to grab the doorknob, when suddenly the door slammed open.
And Doojoon stopped, a scent instantly filled his senses, a familiar scent, but it was stronger now. The same scent he smelled at their bedroom. The scent of Junhyung. His heart ached again.
“Oh, hi Doojoon,” Junhyung said, holding up 3 boxes of takeout food and he smiled,” I just came by to ask if the 3 of us can have dinner together.”
Doojoon stared at Junhyung, inhaling his scent, as it slowly covers his lungs, as it slowly eat up his insides. He’s unsure of what to do.
‘Today is still not the time.’ Doojoon thought, so the older boy just grunted and passed by Junhyung harshly, making the younger boy drop their dinner, ignoring the yells from Hyunseung.
--
“What’s wrong with him?” Junhyung asked as he watched Hyunseung cook something, since their dinner was eaten by the floor.
Hyunseung just shrugged,” he’s been pissed even before you came.”
Hyunseung was flipping the eggs as he felt arms wrap around his waist in a comfortable back hug,” maybe he found out?”
The older boy shook his head,” that can’t be, I kept calling Dongwoon, Doo’s officemate, and he said that Doojoon was really out of town, so, he couldn’t possibly find out.”
Hyunseung felt warm lips on his neck as Junhyung hummed, he smiled.
It was silent, until -
“When are you going to break up with him?”
That question made Hyunseung drop his spatula; he slowly got out of Junhyung’s embrace and faced the younger boy.
“I - we - I can’t - Doojoon - he,” Hyunseung bit his lips, unable to answer anymore. He knows he can’t break up with Doojoon, he knows that Doojoon is his assurance of a bright future.
Junhyung sighed and smiled sadly at him as he slowly grabs Hyunseung’s hand and brought him closer again, into a tight hug.
“I know. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked,” Junhyung said softly, burying his face in the older boy’s shoulder.
Hyunseung backed away a little, enough to look at Junhyung’s face. “I’m really sorry if I can’t break up with him.” He cupped the younger’s face and placed a soft kiss on his lips,” but I promise I won’t leave you either.”
--
This time Doojoon didn’t go somewhere far. He just went back to his rented place, across their home’s balcony.
He instantly went to the bathroom and showered, hoping that the scent would flow away along with the water, because even if he didn’t touch Junhyung, the thought of Junhyung touching HIS Hyunseung was enough to get him crazy.
And as soon as water started flowing through his body, he let his tears fall. It hurts, it really hurts.
But when he stepped out of the bathroom, he forced himself to stop his tears from falling, because he should be strong.
After all, a scent in their bedroom isn’t actually a strong proof that his boyfriend was cheating on him, right? Maybe Junhyung stayed over their place for the night to keep Hyunseung company. ‘They are childhood friends, so it’s normal for them to have a slumber party,’ Doojoon thought.
Doojoon wiped his face as he opened the curtain to his room, staring at his home across. He shouldn’t worry.
Because Junhyung and Hyunseung are just friends, right?
Author: pakdemxet
Genre: Romance, slight angst
Pairing: Junhyung/Hyunseung (JunSeung), Dooseung
Rating: PG - 13
Disclaimer: I own the plot :D
Summary: Hyunseung's got everything he always wanted. Money, fame, the perfect guy, but why isn't he happy?
A/N: weeee ~ I finally updated this thing xD it’s been like forever. xD *cough* anyway, I just want to tell you guys that I hate this chapter. I mean, I really HATE IT. You can see why after reading this. Just don’t blame me if it made you hate me ‘cause I really don’t know what came into my mind while I was writing this. Maybe it had to do with the fact that I rewrote this at 3am earlier ;___; I promise that it’ll get better though. ^^ IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKE , KINDLY POINT THEM OUT. I’M TO LAZY TO PROOFREAD It xD
and oh ! follow me on twitter ^^
After discovering the truth, Doojoon started avoiding Hyunseung.
Now wasn’t the time to get irrational.
He needed more proofs, something----anything. Because he might just be imagining things, he maybe just seeing things. He needs something to give him assurance that Hyunseung wasn’t cheating on him, that Hyunseung is loyal, and only for him.
He needs to get out of his rented room and go somewhere far from here.
--
Hyunseung noticed that Doojoon has been away for a long time already, 2 weeks to be exact. It wasn’t that long, but still, it’s the first time that Doojoon stayed out for that long, without even sending him a single text message to him.
Not that he was complaining,
Not when Hyunseung gets to spend more time alone with Junhyung.
And especially not when Junhyung drags him to somewhere.
“Yah! Yong Junhyung! Where the heck are you taking me?” Hyunseung pouted, looking at the younger boy who was driving.
“It’s a surprise.” Junhyung grinned, ignoring the glare the doe-eyed boy gave him.
Hyunseung sighed as he shifted his gaze to the road. After a while, Hyunseung was surprised when large muscular hands covered his eyes.
“Yah! What are you doing?!” Hyunseung tried to get the hands off his face,” concentrate on your driving!”
Junhyung chuckled,” only if you close your eyes first.”
“Fine,” Hyunseung pouted again and closed his eyes; he felt Junhyung’s hand leave his face.
When they arrived, Junhyung signaled the older boy to open his eyes.
And when Hyunseung opened his eyes, he was disappointed at the fact that Junhyung took him to a playground. But as he slowly got out of the car, walked over to the nearest swings and let his eyes roam around, he felt a wave of memories crash into him.
“Hey, I used to play here.”
Junhyung sat at the vacant swing next to Hyunseung,” Eh? Really?”
Hyunseung nodded,” actually, this playground holds one of my most treasured memories.”
--
Doojoon came home after the 3rd week he’s been out.
“Where have you been?” Hyunseung asked him as soon as Doojoon entered the living room.
Doojoon kept quiet.
“Yah! Yoon Doojoon! Answer me!”
Doojoon stared at Hyunseung, no emotion on his face, as if all life has been sucked out of him.
“Work at New York.” He said simply, he wasn’t lying anyway; he was in New York. The older boy slowly took off his shoes.
“Oh, have you eaten dinner?” Hyunseung asked as he watched Doojoon make his way to their bed room.
“Yeah,” the older boy answered, opening the bedroom door and as soon as he stepped foot inside, he immediately regretted it.
Their room, their bedroom, the room where they sleep, cuddle and have sex, the room where Doojoon would show Hyunseung how much he loves him, the most intimate part of their house, and it smelled awfully different.
The main scent was Hyunseung’s perfume and something like lavender, probably the scent of their new detergent. But that wasn’t the scent that disturbed Doojoon’s heart. It was barely there, but Doojoon could smell it clearly, and that scent is slowly breaking Doojoon’s heart.
Doojoon backed off the door and went back to the living room, putting his shoes back on.
Hyunseung was startled at Doojoon’s actions,” where are you going? You just got here!”
“I left something at the main office,” Doojoon lied.
Doojoon was about to grab the doorknob, when suddenly the door slammed open.
And Doojoon stopped, a scent instantly filled his senses, a familiar scent, but it was stronger now. The same scent he smelled at their bedroom. The scent of Junhyung. His heart ached again.
“Oh, hi Doojoon,” Junhyung said, holding up 3 boxes of takeout food and he smiled,” I just came by to ask if the 3 of us can have dinner together.”
Doojoon stared at Junhyung, inhaling his scent, as it slowly covers his lungs, as it slowly eat up his insides. He’s unsure of what to do.
‘Today is still not the time.’ Doojoon thought, so the older boy just grunted and passed by Junhyung harshly, making the younger boy drop their dinner, ignoring the yells from Hyunseung.
--
“What’s wrong with him?” Junhyung asked as he watched Hyunseung cook something, since their dinner was eaten by the floor.
Hyunseung just shrugged,” he’s been pissed even before you came.”
Hyunseung was flipping the eggs as he felt arms wrap around his waist in a comfortable back hug,” maybe he found out?”
The older boy shook his head,” that can’t be, I kept calling Dongwoon, Doo’s officemate, and he said that Doojoon was really out of town, so, he couldn’t possibly find out.”
Hyunseung felt warm lips on his neck as Junhyung hummed, he smiled.
It was silent, until -
“When are you going to break up with him?”
That question made Hyunseung drop his spatula; he slowly got out of Junhyung’s embrace and faced the younger boy.
“I - we - I can’t - Doojoon - he,” Hyunseung bit his lips, unable to answer anymore. He knows he can’t break up with Doojoon, he knows that Doojoon is his assurance of a bright future.
Junhyung sighed and smiled sadly at him as he slowly grabs Hyunseung’s hand and brought him closer again, into a tight hug.
“I know. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked,” Junhyung said softly, burying his face in the older boy’s shoulder.
Hyunseung backed away a little, enough to look at Junhyung’s face. “I’m really sorry if I can’t break up with him.” He cupped the younger’s face and placed a soft kiss on his lips,” but I promise I won’t leave you either.”
--
This time Doojoon didn’t go somewhere far. He just went back to his rented place, across their home’s balcony.
He instantly went to the bathroom and showered, hoping that the scent would flow away along with the water, because even if he didn’t touch Junhyung, the thought of Junhyung touching HIS Hyunseung was enough to get him crazy.
And as soon as water started flowing through his body, he let his tears fall. It hurts, it really hurts.
But when he stepped out of the bathroom, he forced himself to stop his tears from falling, because he should be strong.
After all, a scent in their bedroom isn’t actually a strong proof that his boyfriend was cheating on him, right? Maybe Junhyung stayed over their place for the night to keep Hyunseung company. ‘They are childhood friends, so it’s normal for them to have a slumber party,’ Doojoon thought.
Doojoon wiped his face as he opened the curtain to his room, staring at his home across. He shouldn’t worry.
Because Junhyung and Hyunseung are just friends, right?