so I'm about to say "fuck this journal." oops.. I just did. what a shame... I'm sick of people being fucking retarded... call me crazy, but... I just want to be happy... it's kinda hard right now... but I'm trying... and I guess that's all I really can do...
you know what sucks? finding out one of your crushes from a year ago likes you... aLOT. then not being able to do anything about it NOW cuz you already love someone else...
man.... why can't I just take everything and everyone I love, but them ALL in a suitcase, and bring them everywhere I go? why can't that be possible? it needs to be... let's work on that.