So it's 2011 and I'm still writing in this god awful thing. I don't even think that anyone reads this anymore. I recently went to a hypnotist to help me with weight loss. So far, it's given me the very much needed aversion to sweets. I haven't craved anything sweet or wanted anything containing sugar. I did have a slice of butter finger pie from ( Read more... )

They say all good things must come to an end, but I don't believe that. For the people who experienced it, it never ends. For me, my first year of college will never end. It will live on in my memories, catalogued away next to summer camp, my first kiss, my first car, my first love, my first heartbreak and my first real sense of purpose. I know ( Read more... )

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Patrick loves me. He told me last night in my room. It was so sweet. We were laying in bed together just kissing and talking and I came really close to saying that I loved him and I was like ya know when you're about to say something stupid and you stop yourself because you know it's dumb, but then afterward you don't have anything to recover with ( Read more... )

Soo yesterday was my nineteenth birthday and it was amazing. My dad made reservations for four at Arnaud's for dinner and it was absolutely amazing. He also hired a limo for us to go in. That wasn't even the best part. First, I fell asleep in Melissa and Marissa's room and they went to class. When they came back, they had a note from Patrick. It ( Read more... )

Holy fucking God. I am freaking CRAZY about this boy! I'm in a relationship finally...his name is Patrick and he's a political science major from Seattle. He's absolutely amazing. He's smart, funny, gorgeous and an amazing kisser. I really like him alot. We've only been together for three days and I'm already attached. It's a good and bad thing. He ( Read more... )

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I copied this from someone who mentored Abby. I met her in a year ago when I was feeling low and depressed. She was so sweet and I thought she was so beautiful. Turns out she died a month ago and I didn't even know. No one told me that knew her and I can't believe I missed the services. I can't believe someone I knew has died. She was only 19. I ( Read more... )

Sooo it's been forever since I updated this. I got into two colleges: MIllikin and Loyola New Orleans and I chose Loyola. I went on spring break with Alicia and that was tons of fun. We spent five days in Florida and two and a half in New Orleans for an orientation type thing. I didn't really date anyone towards the end of the year and nothing all ( Read more... )

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