dude.. wtf is happening.. it's all falling apart.. friends leaving.. friends no more.. why the fuck is all this shit happening all at once.. and then u have problems with skool.. it's too fucking much.. we'll start with the girls and i..
it's all my fault that these problems are happening with the girls.. and the people that read this might come ( Read more... )

life is an endless circle of anonymity.. no one knows what it's about.. no one knows how it's going to turn out.. the best is yet to come from what i hear.. but i don't think that it's true.. it might be for some people but that's not how i see it for myself.. it's too far gone now.. i'm lost.. i'm at the point of shattering.. like a fist through a ( Read more... )

this is really interesting.. out of no where these somewhat "calls for help" are popping up.. they might not b directed at me but just to hear them or see them makes me think.. god.. the shit that people go through.. i dunno.. yeh u have people who r suicidal.. but that's something that they want.. but innocent people.. people that really don't ( Read more... )

she said that if if she could change all her mistakes and bad decisions.. she would go..

...To Hell on earth
Heaven on earth
back again
into
under
far in between
through it
in it
and above..

that was fuckin deep.. i love her story about the girl in the villiage.
it was a story about a girl with golden hair.. to the village this girl was beautiful ( Read more... )

dude my fucking brother has been transformed from a fuckin shrek with a six pack a beer the this.. it's fuckin crazy..
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well this weekend i went camping at lake isabella.. it was cool x ept for the fac that i cut the bottom of my foot on a rock.. and it still kinda hurts.. but o well.. it was cool for what it was but for once i would like to leave that place in a good mood.. i'm glad to b home now.. but now that i'm home there isn't n e thing to do.. haha.. it's ( Read more... )

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why the fuck is she always the one to do the heart breaking.. why do i have to love her so much to be in heart broken by her.. why.. why.. why..
i'm sick of this.. i'm done with it.. it's over now..
she doesn't know.. she has really no clue.. she's lost.. she's gone..
but.. for some fucking reason.. we always start all over again.. the same exact ( Read more... )