It's been awhile so i hope some out there reads this.I havent written in here in a while because i've been working ALOT,making money for the car.But i have something to write about anyways.This wendsday i have a date with Brittani.I was VERY happy when she said she would give us a chance again.even if we have to start at step one im so happy right ( Read more... )

i just got done talking to britt ...i know what she's goin threw and it hurts me because i dont want to see her hurt.but i know your goin to read this britt,so..baby i always be there for you no matter what.i know you know how much i care and love you,so you can always come to me for any reason.things will get better,it takes time and i know you ( Read more... )

im kinda in ah right now its wierd.on face the jury im rated an 8.1...thats the highest on the site....thats fucking wierd.im not conceded buts thats kinda cool.but atleast i know its not true!later.

I dont get how you can love someone so much and they cant feel the same,when its there....i gave you the one thing that ever meant something to me and even that isnt enough for you to love me back and give me a chance.it hurts so bad that just one person can hurt you for a lifetime.if this is the way it goes,one person being able to hurt you this ( Read more... )

Today I went to get medi-care but even tho im as poor as i am i still dont apply for it.whatever i guess it doesnt matter.i also went to the old grandma's house.kinda wierd cause we actually talk now.ive been so happy for the past 3 months it kinda rubbed off on her i guess.brittani was supposed to come over today to chill and whatnot but we agreed ( Read more... )