mike and i are on a break. i am not sure what to think. i am going ot get back in shape...

you know maybe this is what god has in store. is there even a god? fate. thats it maybe its fate telling me something. maybe its not meant to be. i just want ot live by myself, and have a boyfriend who loves and respects me for who i am, not for what im not. why is that though. i just want to go have fun with him. i dont want to end our awesome ( Read more... )

bling bling

i have not written in here for a while, and i think its time. i really dont talk to many people. i miss chicago so much. i really had a good time this time. we all hung out everynight and justh ad a good time. just spending so much time with such good old friends was awesome. iwe actually did something everynight. one night my friends and i went to ( Read more... )

for all of you fucker who were too lazy to go to college, GOOD! pat your selves on the back, because all it does to you is get you stressed and pissy ou off..

i really like pearl jam. anyway i go to chicago in a few days. the semester has really gone by rather quickly. i miss people. REUNION time. another reason to get drunk with people.... yeah.......!!!! the old girls

if anyone reads my journal, which i know you probably dont...answer me this question would you?
Q: WHY DO WE WANT THINGS WE CANT HAVE?
ill never get there, but why do i want it so bad???/
answer that.

do you ever want to be alone but no one is leaving you alone? or do you ever want to be with someone and no one is there? why is that? anyway, i have about 4 hours of homework a nght atleast and it is beginning to bother me and yet it is only the beginning of the semester. hey sundevilzac!? are you still here? i never see you at school! :( anyway, ( Read more... )

so there is one thing that really pisses me off and that is when people talk shit behind my back. i have a friend who is doing that, and i dont knwo whow to confront HIM. it also really gets me mad when they have no reason to talk the shit they do. i didnt do anything to this person. i told mike and he agree's with me. he thinks it is stupid. ( Read more... )

mike and i are not getting along that much recently. why? i couldnt tell you. i do know one thing however, everytime we are on a long school break (like we are now), we tend to hang out more and get tired of eachother easier. i think that i s what it is. once school starts again, evenrything will go back to normal. i need a girfriend.